Tayrius is always serious

have to start working my assss off!

2010-04-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

Its been longlong monkey years while since i last posted something interesting and not boring. lol. i have like 4-5mths to ORD. its in september though. to me, i try nt to think about it so time will pass faster! :) bernards going army ard 4th may, hope he enjoys it. being a MO is not that bad lah, only bad is must see all the chao keng boys.lol

he really provided me a better life all these while, not to mention the BKK, taiwan and KL trips :) xiexie! and all these while, have learnt more about MJ. who are friends that really matters. and of cuz my studies!

have been switching ideas about UOL and RMIT but i am mooorrre inclined to the idea of UOL although it is 100% exam base. RMIT is good, just that i dunno why do i have to pay more for their full time($22,000) and part time($17000+) while for UOL, i pay ard 16,000+ for both part&full time. pondering.

OOOH! jus sent my resume to mark yesterday! hope i receive goood news soooon! may it be admin boy or whatever entry level jobs, getting the experience from Te***** is definitely goood and fab!

taiwan!

2010-02-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

Its been a while! Happy cny everybody! going taiwan in a weeks time! :) cant wait! but mr cheong cant wait to go cali gym there -.-'! eeeeks!

Hello

2010-01-09T23:14:00.006+08:00

Recent updates :)

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2009-12-14T21:49:00.005+08:00

i just find it hard to match up to the different style of communcation pattern.

Wake-up call

2009-12-05T11:02:00.003+08:00

oh well. i am 21! so is eda,sh,sy,hazel,jx and everyone else! so what is next?

hahahahah.

it took me one man to realize another man's shrewdness. helpppppppppppppp

next up will be degree! soooooon.

lazy to upload photos but the next trip will be KL in jan and taiwan in feb!

surprises

2009-10-31T19:57:00.003+08:00

Z msned me 1hour ago.i was quite shocked. never did i expect there will be any conversation between us again. it just felt like the past. hahahah.

will upload bkk pics soon!

PS: Lendel told this dirty joke. i find it absolutely funnny!

Qn: "Whats the difference between a girl in a church and a girl in a bathtub?"

Ans: "One has soap in her hole and one has hope in her soul!

LOL.

BOOOMZ

2009-10-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Wahaha. the recent craze with Riizzzzz Lowwww. Boommz!

Dr. Greedy has been making fun with her.. constantly boomz-ing me with her rubbish! hahahaha. K lah.. considering the fact that she had been involved in so much shit, i think she should be given a second chance :x

i have been happy recently. although the drama with temasek is slowly wandering off, i still hope to keep in contact cuz the chemistry is always there! (Dr. Greedy, please dun roll eyes)

I got to eat pancakes today! (AGAIN) But this time its different! These pancakes are made by a doctor! hope i get smarter after eating these pancakes! Going BKK this coming wed for a weeeeek! i still dun feel the shopping spreeeeee mooood but i am so gonna get a massage, watch the popular shows and slack on the bed with Dr. Greedy! haahhaha.

Been a while

2009-09-21T17:20:00.003+08:00

Take sometime and process this into ur brain.

(For those who are happily engrossed in ur love life, you might need a longer processing time cuz u might find it hard to grasp and understand- for a simple reason, you guys are too happy and might take a lot of matters for granted. For those who are EMO-ing, u might take lesser time to understand.)

not that i am EMO-ing though. hahaha.

Almost everyone put in their 110% for their love ones.
(i mean those that they have always been trying to court.)

your flings/dates
those people that u like / love so much but they never seem to appreciate and try to ignore and get away from u

For people like our Mama, Papa, sibilings and those who never leaves you. we have ALWAYS BEEN taking them for granted. DUN SAY NO. YES WE ARE. how often do u scream at ur parents:

Where did u place my xxxx?! didnt i tell u not to touch!
Dun interrupt! i am on the fone with my friends! Go away la!
Stop nagging! i am old enough already!

(Imagine the above said with a screamy tone!)

My point is:

Take a bit of time, stop whatever you are doing. Put down your guard.

Look around, feel the atmosphere. Those that have never left u despite ur craziness, attitudes and childish moments. Is it worth ignoring their care and warmth for those u love like crazy but who doesnt cares a hoot about u at all??

Tam tam

2009-09-15T21:28:00.001+08:00

Batam-ing tomorrow!

AUGUST paintballers!

2009-08-24T17:20:00.009+08:00

OMG. FAVOURITE.

Jx .... Melvyn .... Gary....

Their laughter and smiles just....

Yeap. i am happy =)

THATS MY PRESENT FOR HER.

BELOW THE DAMN SHEEP/GOAT/RAINDEER are 2condoms.

"PRACTICE SAFE SEX"

MAKE A WISH

THAT WOMAN LOOKS SO POSSESSED.

DUN LOOK AT ME. ITS NOT entirely MY FAULT :X

Queuing up for foooood.

I LOVE TO ACT CUTE. HAHAHHA.

HAPPY BDAE AUGUST BABIES! :O)

XOXOXOXOXO

Count on me singapore

2009-08-23T00:41:00.003+08:00

The rest of the pictures are not exactly nice. cuz my face is fucking oily and gross.

whats next?

2009-08-15T15:36:00.001+08:00

You have seen them all fatty. you love them, they love you, so, whats the next step?

Aries

2009-08-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

Coming in all directions!

OUCH!

2009-08-01T21:19:00.004+08:00

Didnt wanna use the wrist guard etc.

The real injury is a 100 times more than this. Honestly!

Oh well. We were in the toilet while my right arm was still bleeding!

Ryan Thng VS Tayrius Low

Hahaha. Not forgetting to cam whore while roller blading!

Grass is always easier to walk through as compared to roller blading on the 'klu-klu' pathway!

NO RED WINE till further notice

2009-07-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

Abstain from Alcohol for at least half a month to one month.

Reason being: please refer to above. LOL

E Picture says it all

2009-07-26T20:12:00.002+08:00

Saw this photo on one of my mails.
i think its really very very touching.

A picture paints a thousand words :P

That MMS....

苦尽甘来

2009-07-18T11:22:00.001+08:00

Thank god (Buddha)

怎麽办

2009-07-14T20:11:00.004+08:00

Don't start something if u know that nothing good will come out of it.

But then again,

if you never try, you will never know what happens right? it might be a win-win stituation instead of the skeptical win-lose or lose-lose situation your mind has been programmed with.

this kinda thought has been rummaging my mind for the past don't know how many years. Sometimes, i ended up being the wining party, sometimes losing. its bad. real bad.

救命啊! advice!

LEXUS

2009-07-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

ERIC TAN DQ!

LEXUS! IKEA TAMPINES! CHICKEN WINGS!

mwhahahhah!

DUN FORGET!!!! AND WHATEVER'S MINE, BELONG TO ME! ROAR!!!!!!!!!

Hiiooon kkkoooooong

2009-07-05T23:59:00.041+08:00

BEST TRIP EVEEEEEEEER!

Hi Mr/Miss Changi airport! the vainpots are here!!!!

Mwhahaha..and thats how the adventure of Mr.Tayrius Low starts...

"Misssss Nicole with her passport"

"Mrrrrrr Tayrius with his passport"

(FYI, we did not go alll the way to changi airport and be posers. my flight to HK was @ 11AM! SQ 862!)

Don't ask me why were we pushing the damn trolley when we dun even have any luggage. The point is, i really have no luggage! 3 Days 2 Nights HK trip.Luggage for what! And we pushed the damn trolley just to search for the long lost feeling. LOL.

I dunno why but my mum keep insisting i should wear jeans! She said people would look down on me if i wear Berms and enter Conrad hongkong. i refused to believe.

Last few moments before i left Nicole for HK and Nicole left me for "winter-wear". Opps =x u know what u did last summer. MWHAHAHAHAH.

Thank you Misss nicole for accompanying me! Eda was supposed to come larh.. but then... last min. very very last min. around 4AM+? she sms-ed me. But oh well. You xin jiu hao.

MTR! thats what they call the express train in Hongkong! I am at the airport station travelling to my location! Central station!

This would be the "Xiao Ba" that you guys would always see in the television dramas. Good thing about this trip is that always everything is catered. I was supposed to take a bus which i have to pay or something like singapore's LTR.. but when i came down from the elevator when i reached central, this guy told me i could take his shuttle bus to Conrad hotel. He drove me to the hotel. ALONE. I repeat. ALONE. to the hotel. LOL.

Yeah as what my mum had said, she was perfectly on the dot. when i took my first step down from the bus, everyone gave me the. "er.. u sure u are supposed to stay here?"

HELL YES DUDE. GIVE ME THE DAMN KEY.

Mrrrrrr Tayrius' 1st camwhore shot. LOL. Ryan Thng commented that it looks like there was an earthquake. OH PLS! so 50's stylo milo can! hahaaha.

Level 57! executive suite! Oh yeah, i think i forgot to mention, i took the damn flight alone to HK. i sat beside the window seat and the 2seats beside me was totally empty. Thank you for the arrangement M!

As you can see, my zara jacket was flown onto the bed str away when i reached the room! nice view right! my room faces "the peak" commonly known as Shan Ding. excitment!

This was the 1st program that was displayed before me when i turned on the TV. HONGKONG STYLE POKEMON! when they said "go pikachu, use thunderbolt in canto, TRUST ME, u will laugh. like really hahah laugh.

Times Square and Sogo! This is causeway bay. FYI, i came here myself. LOL. hahaha. edalene was commenting that she would rather stay in the hotel and wait for someone to bring her instead of going alone. OH well. i have always loved challenges and excitement! Bring it on! or else i wouldn't come to Hiooooon kooong.

I dunno if anyone realized, In hongkong, when u stand on the escalator, u shld stand on the right instead of left if u wanna just stand there and wait for the 'thing' to bring u up. i was stupidly standing on the left when i turned my head and realized more than 20people was giving me the "excuse me" look and no one said anything -.-'

Just a small little gift for my papa mama and korkor. My bro keep complaning that i never buy nice nice stuff for him. k la. ur bdae this yr, i promise!

HAHAHA. my 'partner in crime'.. Bought so many branded la! but it feels good to go shop with someone who has the earning and spending power. their Prada and LV experiences is like when we shop for Fourskin or topman. Nothing much to consider about. LOL.

Mrrrrr Tayrius' closet! Arranged according to day!

Self indulgence. OPPS* was waiting for partner in crime to come back. SO LONG! hahahah.

Did this when i was in Singapore (with credits to fann wong of cuz :D ) ii jus find it so damn cute! dun u think so!?

My atas breakfast! although the food looks normal. it was the environment which rocks! imagine having breakfast at level 59 and having highhhhhhhhhh classsss service. ROAR!

Typical part of HK. very nice though.

The picture says it all.

The "fake" far east plaza over at Mong Kok! not bad a place. i bought most of my friend's stuffs over there!

One for myself, one for eric.

Eric, Mine, together.

:D HAPPPPY.

FOOOD. first decent meal. HAPPPPPY.

:PPPPPPPP :DDDDDDDDDDD

Just one of the few =X HAPPPPYYYY.

Room service Red wine. It is omfg ex. i drank 3/4 of it in like 15mins.

main purpose is to get high and crazy.in no mood to sip slowly and savour. becuz it was fucking 3am already -.-' BUT I AM STILL HAPPPPPPY

Flight back! We were at the SIA lounge. waiting for the plane.

The Agnes B paper bag was my prized possession. As for the LV, i think plus the items inside, it cost more than.... omg. never mind. HAPPPPPYYY.

My last bite of HK's food before i boarded the plane back to sing!

HAPPPPPPPY!

xie xie ni

trusted the wrong soul

2009-07-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

u know what u did last summer....

haha. farmiliar right? quoted from some movie..

Oh. so you spoke bad about samuel right. hmmm. you should know who you are. tsk tsk. never knew u were sucha... hmm. xxxx.

nevertheless. hiooong konnng tmr! will update when i am back =)) seee ya!

close one eye

2009-06-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

Everyone is brought up differently. If i feel my friend is being mistreated, i will stand up for him/her. Even if he/she feels that its perfectly fine with them, being very good friends, (i have to emphasis the word VERY GOOD FRIEND) i will still stand up for them.

But at this point of life, i have learnt to 看开 a lot already. If things doesnt go my way, just close one eye and smile. Thats all.

To one's eyesore is another's treasure (my version,LOL)

Can't stand on the fence

2009-06-27T10:55:00.002+08:00

do i need to elaborate any further?

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equilibrium

2009-06-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

You can't have best of both worlds.

As i have always said, heaven is fair =)

You gain one, you lose one.

sexy

2009-06-17T19:44:00.001+08:00

wooots. sexy bitches.

OMFG

2009-06-06T17:28:00.004+08:00

Well. it looks healthy... like a mature lady who still has her charms.. EXCEPT for the part beside her boobs that is kinda 'not covered'.
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Just when you thought life is full of your EMO-ness. Take a look at other stuffs. Not that i have something against the magazine.. but....
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Just when you thought the nightmare had ended. NO. OMFG. take a look yourself. the magazine cover says it all. HAWT!

Finally finally oh finally! I CAN BLADE! not that expert type of cuz, but oh well, at least i can travel some distance.

I dun understand my face doesnt seem to heal. i mean on off there are still serious outbreaks. Oh buddha, please help me. tell me in my dreams, how to make all the dou dous disappear? PLEASE :x

TRUE ENOUGH

2009-05-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

When we love, it isnt because the person's perfect, instead, its because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly.

read this somewhere. so meaningful!

sat night

2009-05-27T21:40:00.009+08:00

On the flyer!

the flyer wasn't as exciting as i thought it would be. Maybe i was looking forward to like sudden shut down, shaking non-stop on both sides or people 'drama-ing'. nothing of the sort eh. sian 1/2.

The dinner before flyer!

Could get diabetes alone from this dinner =s

That saturday night!
Samuel, Me, Nicole, Guorong (Left Bottom to Top)
Edalene, David (Right Bottom to Top)

1.) I was never stripping (for those who thought i was)
2.) The plaster was to cover the pimple on my chest. Not whatever love bite!
3.) i was really damn happy to see eda, i just missed her tooo much!!

1.) Look at the portion and fyi, it doesn't cost much!
2.) David is that huge. As huge as the bolster! =X

Do i have to say much? the smile and happiness on their face!

i love everysingle one of them =D

Oh well. GROSS

2009-05-19T20:19:00.004+08:00

I was utterly surprised! WHY the word utter. Simply because, roaches are utterly disgusting plus the fact that they can actually survive without their head! i was @ bishan area that day, needed to clear my CPF thingy with regards to the poly education fund. When i was done, i went over to bishan library cuz i wanted to borrow some books! i ended up borrowing a local play, (something to do with lesbos) and another one which is some untold story regarding world war in singapore back then.

i was reading this sort of "do you know?" poster. It was saying roaches are able to live even without its head attached to it. If things like virus attacks and predators etc doesn't invade its curent 'headless' state, it might well be able to live up to quite a number of days. OH WELL. GROSSSSSSSS

OH. I happened to see these few flipinas doing some slightly grossssssss actions. After KFC, after the oily sessions with the chicken skins and what not, first thing they did was to open their foundation box or whatever u call it and started pumping huge amount of powder on their faces and i MEAN huge amount. CUZ from one table afar, you can't help but to notice the amount of strength they were applying onto their face. the 'powderly' effect. WOAH!

Oh yeah, coming back to the lesbo book that i had borrowed. it was a play back then around 2003? I started reading not long ago only and had a HUGE SHOCK. this lesbo lady who supposedly loveeeeeeeed Vag****s and Boooobies made out with her gooood Guy-bitchy-gayish friend. i was like WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!? If she was drunk and made out with a str-fit macho guy friend i still have nothing to say. and the guy is intending to have kids with her although knowing she's Lesbo.

but oh well.. i saw this episode on "the t*** b*** show'. They were featuring american couples who doesnt mind their partner having sexual relationships outside of their family even though THEY MIGHT HAVE KIDS ALREADY. worse still, one of the husband doesnt even mind the wife making out with another lady. omgomgomg.

lets seeeeeeeeeee whats the ending like for the lesbo booook =)

hmm

2009-05-16T10:38:00.004+08:00

I am damn serious about this Fish and Co Express place in downtown east. Its damn cheap and the serving is WOAH for that price!

Eve of the Chinese Lunar New Year.. damn long ago la! i am not really photogenic btw!

PS: I havent met Eric for quite some time already. not to even mention Eda! i misssss u both la!!!!!

2009-05-13T22:31:00.002+08:00

i am still damn obesessed with the fact:

(Auntie Low's gonna start again)

what if one day when we wakes up and find out that H2O is not flowing out from any tap in our house? while i was bathing just now. the thought came to me again. Water is really damn precious but i guess that the younger generation nowadays doesn't even know about it. Not that i am a old hag or something, but sometimes when i see young kids or even my nephews playing with water or wasting it any-O-how, i can't help but to feel ...'Sigh'.

Things are different nowadays. Damn different.

Having a little cute digimon back then when i was younger was the "in" thing. If i have digimon 2 and he/she has digimon 4, i am like a sore loser already.
If my pokemon is level 45 and urs is 99 and you have already finished elite four, caught MEW (II) while i am still struggling in the damn tunnel, i am a loser too.
We used to play hopscotch and 'cha-teh' but kids nowadays are all about Brain classes, tuition classes, art classes, 'brain-opening' courses etc.

INDEED, I AM FEELING OLD

Oh well, i am not that bad la. at least i know they have this cartoon call.. Ben ten or something. Hahahha.

2009-05-12T22:55:00.001+08:00

I've signed up for Hark Music's guitar course! starting in mid june....

Watch out for Famous Tayrius who is always serious"..!

WOOTS!

乱七八糟

2009-05-10T12:24:00.004+08:00

经过过去的一些乱七八糟, 我知道我还能从一而终的继续相信我一直以来的理念.

Some of the 理念 includes:

热情如火的眷恋!
给于孩子们的关怀并且让他们知道华文是非常 interesting 的!
看着好朋友, 家人和我爱的人天天开心而不是强颜欢笑.

P.S (I): 我不是 emo kid; 我只是热爱华文和小孩的 cheena-pok :D

P.S (II): To all the cheena-poks out there, there is nothing wrong with being a cheena-pok, embrace yourself!

P.S (III):亲爱的妈妈,母亲节快乐!

Purple Elephant

2009-05-09T00:17:00.004+08:00

A simple purple elephant, a nice sunny afternoon, a nice, simple and not so ex dinner @ fish & co express, a mosquitoes-filled beach made my day

Okaey la, although the song is not perfectly scripted and versed, it is still kinda sweet in its own simple way =P

老鼠爱大米

我听见你的声音
有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你
我记的有一个人永远留在我心中那怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天爱情理想会实现我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变
不管路有多么远一定会让它实现我会轻轻在你耳边对你说对你说

我爱你~爱着你~就象老鼠爱大米不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你~想着你~不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心,我什么都愿意这样爱你

Nah, its okaey.

2009-05-06T21:49:00.003+08:00

5/6/2009
9:24:00 PM
Hey jiayi? Has ntu replied u?

5/6/2009
9:24:44 PM
er. Nope. lost hope already.lol

5/6/2009
9:25:01 PM
Okies then

5/6/2009
9:25:14 PM
Well just stay hopeful

5/6/2009
9:25:19 PM
thanks

5/6/2009
9:25:32 PM
Did they asked u to go ucles to do some test?

5/6/2009
9:26:02 PM
er nope. my results are too bad to be even granted any test or interviews.

5/6/2009
9:27:50 PM
oh well. i know my limits lah. will go SIM bah.

Your boldness should have been highlighted earlier on. All the ignores given since then and sudden pop-ups don't help. I am not being petty but Dear Z, u know how bad u have been since then.

SUB-CONSCIOUSLY POSITIVE & CONFIDENT

2009-05-05T20:36:00.007+08:00

i never really looked myself in the mirror and asked myself:

AM I REALLY THAT CONFIDENT AND POSITIVE AS WHAT SOME OF MY FRIENDS DESCRIBED/ PERCEIVED ME TO BE??

at least in camp, i do give people the impression i am very 'relate-table', easy to communicate, very positive, cheerful etc. Oh Well, i am very very happy-go-lucky when i truly am but AT THE SAME TIME, i worry too much when it comes to the part where i over-worry. A truly Sagittarius i am, always extreme on opinions and views and personality.

Taking half-day leave this Friday to go fix my Samsung MP4. The songs still play but there's a huge crack in the 'inner' LCD screen. can't see a shit. i can only press next, On, Off, Volume decrease and Volume Increase. Oh, did i mention PAUSE? LOL. My colleagues say i am crazy, take half a day leave to repair MP4 but on the Bright side, if everything ends early, i am SOOOOOO gonna say hi to Mr. Sunshine and do my swim! =) On top of that, i am gonna meet Sunshine for dinner =DD

Sunshine asked me to follow a trip that the school's organized for the class that he's teaching! its kinda like him alone plus his P2 class out a field trip! Damn!! so looking forward to it! AND we are allowed to claim off-in-lieu for the Vesak day on sat!

MAY's PAY's coming this friday/saturday! PLUS my tuition's PAY! WOOOTS!

To Ryan Thng:

I might sound harsh to you in office today but its totally for your own good. In fact, i still wanna re-emphasize that, everyone including our dear S1 has been doing a lot for you. forgiving you and whatnot. Our dear Benson and the other boys do ask about you and what happened etc. Everyone hopes for the best for you, but if you only know how to appreciate (which i assume you do) but don't show any signs of improvement, it doesn't help. i am just disappointed to see you not changing for the better even after months. sometimes, it is jus tiring to hope for things to happen which eventually it doesn't. Its just like relations when you hope and want things to happen, but somehow nothing happens. i know you get me.

Anyway, good Luck and please take good care!

Calvin Klein undies

2009-05-03T01:17:00.004+08:00

Just bought a pair of Calvin Klein undies for myself! surprised at the rather cheap cost! (i assumed) cuz from what i have heard or known of, they are usually selling it at around say 40-50 for one such pair. but i went to the 'Calvin Klein outlet' itself at raffles city shopping centre and it was only going for 39 bucks plus there were some discounts and i ended up purchasing it for 31bucks! Woots! i don't know why is it called "No-show briefs" but oh well, i'm lovin it! bought the white colour one, although i know the risk of it becoming yellowish is high but the colour just attracted me!

i just realized sometimes i am tooooo over-friendly with my nieces and nephews. sub-consciously, i play games like 'Zhong1 Ji2 Mi4 Ma3' with them in a not very healthy way. i mix papaya,cherry tomato and pepper and salt into the drink.. and i expect them to go crazy with me when they also agreed. Lol. sorrry cuties! "Jiu4 Jiu4" promise to be a better person k? Maybe i won't add pepper and salt the next time, perhaps cheese flakes would be more than enough? HAHAA =P

hmmm. mixed signals. from. Duh. Nothing. shouldn't be la.

=D

feed me

2009-04-28T20:30:00.011+08:00

Sec 2 if i am not wrong. LOL. so so so long ago!

Remember the 'circle area' in bugis which 'spits' water out? the place where kids love running into it like a fool and getting all wet. Yeap, i was one of them back then during sec 1 except i was already a grown-up teenager =P

Haha. retro la! kinda miss neoprints though! HAHAHA.

Damn nice right this poster! i bicker everysingle day with my buddy back then in tekkong cuz he insisted my PC/ platoon sergeant didn't paste it up. BUT THEY DID! i am proud of my safety poster although its not the best of the best =))

People are starting to feed me! my budddddha!

i can

2009-04-26T22:48:00.005+08:00

i can't handle too many emotional issues at one time; i am able to but i often lump them up in one single basket and end up i would be like,

" Shit, i am stressed!"

That auto mechanism opens up every single time and reports to my brain system how stress i am. Damn. Physical issues like workload, friendship and whatnot, i am able to deal with it provided no one bothers me and leave me alone.

Gr pointed out something valuable something ago. do we blog for others or ourselves? for me? i don't know. i guess its the 'mood machine' that calls for it. i guess family, friends, relatives and kids are the only crucial part of my life that can bring me alive and kicking!

In conclusion, i have learnt to be more confident, contended (although i have always been) and less judgemental nowadays.
Main reason: the smile from the innocent kids i have been with all the while, my nieces and nephews. The non-worried facial expressions, the cheeky and naughty actions from them. all the non worried kids let me understand a fact. just leave things as they are. things will be fine.

coming up!

2009-04-21T21:04:00.001+08:00

All i need is a good timeslot. Hark music! guitar guitar...!

Volunteering program is also coming up! look up and out!

miss volunteering!

2009-04-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

Just asked Roy whether he is still volunteering on a regular basis. Miss playing with kids, miss their sun-shine laughter, miss their 'grinny' face. i wannna play with kids!

Anyway, have been playing loads of mahjong recently. went david's house for the last three weeks. burnt every sat night just to lose money to GUORONG! damn. but heaven is fair. trust me. WAHAHAH. heaven gave him a good looking face and allowed him to won money BUT. he is shorter than me. HAHAHA. k la, i sound loserish. damn. have to win all my money $$$$$$$$ back. JUST U WAIT! WAHAHA. BTW----> this is GR;u might find him farmiliar!
http://being-happy-is-enough.blogspot.com/

have loads of friends to meet up with in the coming days. hmm. will load pictures soon!

I agree with 3 nods

2009-03-29T20:40:00.003+08:00

Humans are never contended are they?

Polaroid Moments

2009-03-21T20:46:00.010+08:00

Nicole Tayrius

Nicole Eric Tayrius

Nicole Eric

Tayrius Eric

Picture moments with the besties! Of cuz there are still other Polaroid moments but not ready yet. Pictures are all taken outside cini.

EXCITMENT
Went for mahjong session yesterday! personnels included Edalene, Guorong, David and dear Tayrius! I swear it was the longest game i ever played! main reason being Eda and i were laughing, giggling, being nonsensical the whole time. LOL. didnt manage to win a single cent. broke even after a few hours of crazy sensational session. WAHAHA. ANNNDDDDDDDD. I finally learnt how to play bridge! i know i am slow but all thanks to guorong who is patient! i swear its damn fun, the ' shit-are u my partner-A..wait-maybe not-look around frantically- kinda feeling. I haven't really been so happy and oh wait. this is the first time in my whole life i stayed up the whole night without falling asleep! thank you guys! we finished the night/day with a MAC breakfast! as usual, my favourite, pancakes+sausage =DD

PHOTOS

2009-03-16T12:36:00.001+08:00

Will upload many many photos SOON. watch out!

BREATHE IN..........BREATHE OUT

2009-03-14T23:20:00.004+08:00

Wooooosh.

finally i am able to breathe properly and a big piece of stone/rock/pebble had been thrown away. time just flies, going to be 2months soon.. hmmm.

cohesion day with the HQ people.

SENTOSA DAY WITH THE HQ TPT PEOPLE

HANG ON, its CNY!

2009-01-26T23:31:00.006+08:00

Yeah. No time to REVAMP and Mr.Eric is not available to help! (guess he's busy too!) i guess i have to ask Ms.Nicole to help!

Anyway, CNY WAS A BLAST! apart from the fab steamboat meal over at 4th aunt's hse. the other fab part was the gambling part! LOVE IT! won a bit (at least i can cover my phone bills for January! woots!) HAHA. finally, this year, i saw some winnings and not losses. As usual, mingling with cousins, nephews and relatives was the major 'blast' part of cny. i still have to emphasis, i hearts kids. especially my cute nephews and nieces!

OH. apart from winning a lot of money from this particular uncle of mine, i happened or shld i say, clumsily spoilt their rice cooker. LOL. i dunno how high-tech is this cooker or am i just stupid, i didnt managed to close it properly and exerted too much of a force and BAMM. the whole button or shld i say 'presser'? the thing which u press on to open the cover of the cooker. YEAH. anyway, if their maid came a second earlier, i could be able to save myself from sucha mess. right after i spoilt the thing, she shrieked. LIKE really eeeeeeek! HAHA. sorry uncle desmond!

some pictures from the band gathering last friday! =))

Kai zhen and victor

Eugene and Tayrius

(EUGENE CHUA, if u happen to read this, i WANNA REMIND YOU.

I jus happen to feel that i look nice here. SO, dun ASSUME i am trying to picture us as the perfect couple or whatsoever. THIS APPLIES TO OTHER people such as JX, CLORINE, GARY or whatever. HAHAHA)

sorry but i am always assumed by eugene chua that i have always wanting to hit on him, since secondary school days. WTF. HAHA.

REVAMP

2009-01-21T17:58:00.001+08:00

Shiying's revamp process jolted me. i need some new shit. consultant eric or whatever whoever. I'm COMING!

Serious Tayrius

2009-01-17T12:46:00.007+08:00

LOL. eric tagged me in this weird network photo thingy. Kinda interesting.

MEOW. HAZEL THE SEXY. that has been her name in my phone book since secondary school. i have never changed it. and neither was i the one who gave her the name. SHE edited it herself! LOL. Miss my braces!

Love this picture so much! hazel bought some Polaroid camera from Korea. sucha cool gadget! for ladies who love little cute stuffs. there you go. erm. LOTS OF COOL STUFFS THERE. FROM KOREAAAAAA!

www.green-poppies.livejournal.com
(With regards to HAZEL THE SEXY)

Tayrius hasn't been serious for quite some time. Come to think of it, all actions begets any sort of effects and consequences. Hmm..Army life, i have started to get used to the environment and people, i deduce the fact being i have always been like that.

Anxious and excited-how come no one seems to be mingling with me-depressed for some days-people started talking to me-mingle back-happily every after.

Lol. Yeah. something around that corner.

The WOMEN

2009-01-09T12:13:00.004+08:00

The Women tells the story of Mary Haines (Meg Ryan), a clothing designer who seems to have it all a beautiful country home, a rich financier husband, an adorable 11-year-old daughter and a part-time career creating designs for her fathers venerable clothing company. Her best friend, Sylvie Fowler (Annette Bening), leads another enviable life a happily single editor of a prominent fashion magazine, a possessor of a huge closet of designer clothes and a revered arbiter of taste and style poised on New Yorks cutting edge. But when Marys husband enters into an affair with Crystal Allen (Eva Mendes), a sultry spritzer girl lurking behind the Saks Fifth Avenue perfume counter, all hell breaks loose. Mary and Sylvies relationship is tested to the breaking point while their tight-knit circle of friends, including mega-mommy Edie Cohen (Debra Messing) and author Alex Fisher (Jada Pinkett-Smith), all start to question their own friendships and romantic relationships as well.

I am so gonna watch this show! Next show would be Underworld! ROAR!

i have stopped feeding on those pills which was supposedly supposed to allow my pimples to disappear. My face is like a roughed-edge A4 crumpled paper now. SOUNDS LIKE SHIT. lol. Indeed it is.
just hope things can get better before CNY and VALENTINES DAY.. =))

true fitness.. should i or should i not..

the mind coach

2009-01-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

I have been indulging in self improvement book recently. Trying to improve my mental strength and health. not that i am insane and weak but this book, "THE MIND COACH; BE THE PERSON YOU REALLY WANT TO BE", it really tells you in simple words what your true identity could be.
Not some CHIM-MA-LO-LE-GY english that you have to flip the fuc*ing dictionary for every word read. 21 this yr, more and more mental issues i have to conquer before stepping into the society. in the past, even though i have stepped foot into MNCs like DHL to work before, people look at me like a kid, therefore i don't think i get arrow-ed that often. currently, i must learn to protect myself before i get 'killed' in the working war.

Trusting instincts and ourself is a big part of learning, decisions we make or choose might decide the rest of our future so we must always be careful. but being over-wishy-washy and ermm-hmm-be-careful-please-attitude might not land us in any good spot too. No pictures for the time being cuz non-camera phone. SOON. Once i get Mr.Mischief and Me myself working, there would be plenty!

2009

2009-01-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

2008 has been a dramatic year, break-ups, cheats, lies, dramas blah blah blah. but i am happy it ended very nicely, smoothly and peacefully =) perhaps heaven took pity on me and gave me that one little nice night? =P in case you were wondering, no sex or whatsoever was involved -.-'

NOW, Valentine's day is coming. i HOPE AND PRAY AND KEEP MY FINGERS AND ARMPITS CROSSED that there will be no guard duty or whatsoever ops room duty being dumped onto me. i wanna celebrate that fateful day! i'm gonna be 21 this yr! OLD ALREADY. no offences for older people but in my dictionary, 21 yrs old is like time to get involved in more politics, time for more dramas. opps. HAHA. At least i have learnt, truly learnt to take things slowly and not rush. like brushing my teeth, i take my own sweet time now and chewing my food. i never learn until i finally increase 1 FU**ING KG today. guess its due to indigestion.

Some resolution i hope to achieve this yr in 2009:

Save money for personal overseas trip!
my love ones to be all healthy and safe!
World Peace (Part of Mr. World's speech; but its true duh!)
SMOOTH WORKING ENVIRONMENT ( guys, you never know guys can be more 'political' than woman when it comes to climbing the social ladder.)
Nicer body body body body............. (of cuz i must train and work hard! therefore need to save hard to subscribe for a gym membership!!)

Thats all for now. will update more.

You don always get back apples when you give out apples

2008-12-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

AND YEAH. enough of being nice to everyone hoping and thinking naively that people will treat me the same way. time after time, politics after politics, incident after incident, year after year, i beg to differ the fact that people will treat you good if you treat them good.

Year 2009! NO MORE. hmm. i will still treat people nicely. but on a selective basis. Fu** you for those who tried to poke poke me from behind (i mean backstab and not ana* se*.)

CAPS

2008-12-24T16:45:00.008+08:00

LOL. power ranger cum rain deer band!
i didnt buy all these, xiuwen bought a package from some 'lu bian girl'. i thinks its for charity.

ME! Geraldine! Xiuwen!

The Coca-cola part-time models =)))

LOL. crazy bitches inside Hag-a-dance.

My usual stance. i was trying to pull off my jacket and start moaning. LOL.i forgot whether it was her who tried to come close to me so i had to start to threaten to moan to get her away or was it i was horny and wanted to take it all off. LOL.

Woo! it was a fun filled night. why CAPS? because whenever we chat in msn/real life, we have to caps, emphasis our words or hatred. LOL. to make sure everyone gets it. well, usually the hatred is between them and me. cuz i moan too much! LOL.

Life in camp now,i can say i feel less tensed. simply because i have met Ryan! first time i saw him today! on e eve of Christ. GOD BLESS for once. LOL. so i have found a bitching partner ALAS. we can moan and groan for the whole day! Booked out from camp and went vivo with him, i needed to get some gifts and at the same time he needed to increase his meat on his body, so obviously he went gymming at vivo's true gym. HAHA.hmm. can foresee a nice working environment because we are so gonna rock the office!

(* Dear Ryan, for my sake, please try to stay in the office as long as possible although you are gonna ORD earlier than me, linen bed.WAHAHA.)

Amanda, Geraldine and jy equals nonsense

2008-12-20T01:25:00.003+08:00

yes. the most non-sensical pictures will be out soon. very soon. HAHA. but it was great seeing them once again. Loves!

Quotation time

2008-12-18T19:57:00.004+08:00

As quoted from a local aj website: (have to be discreet and subtle about it; pai seh)

"After you've been around enough, you'll come to understand that many people are of the touch and go category. Why bother being chummy and friendly with every person that comes your way, especially when you're just going to his house for a one-night stand? It's tiring, opening yourself up to someone who later turns out insignificant, then moving on to another, and opening yourself up all over again. You'll get tired of it sooner or later."

i was like, YEAH MAN. this is the type of 'emotion roller-coaster' i have been going through sub-consiciously without knowing it. hmmm. adding to the fact that david said something similar and kind of gave me a knock on my head. i woke up (yet again).

Difficult being an Aj.

another few months before...

2008-12-16T23:02:00.004+08:00

As the title suggest, i guess it would be another few months before batch 04/08..Leopard warriors/Platoon 2/section 3 people would meet up! Everyone would be busy INCLUDING ME to meet up. wonder why i CAPS the 'INCLUDING ME'. simple, because i would always be the one organizing. omg. tired tired tired. hahahaa. but its ok. i love them. HAHA. i dare to express cuz i think no one in my bunk would say they love each other!

Sakura outing on monday! went somerset's outlet. overrall was better than what i had expected. cuz the previous time when i went the one at Ehub at pasir ris, it was horrible. adding to the fact that it was a CROWDED weekend over there. it was like for example 'cotton on' having a 50% discount and so all the aunties, children and parents were trying to 'kiasu-ly' grab all the food and as a result making a mess. good food became no mood. LOL.

anyway, back to the gathering, we couldnt have like '5 waves'. i think 2-3 waves was enough for the most of us. hahahha. i was not able to post a lot of the funny pictures. i think there are some problems tonight. but its ok, ONE picture says it all!

Actually i was quite impressed with my bunk mates, i never thought things would continue after BMT, further more, to such a great extent! I guess my section would be the only section to continue and further develop our relationship!

Byebye for now!

2008-12-14T00:05:00.006+08:00

DUN WORRY. not me though. =))

i just sent NG off to Germany for a good one week. I was promised of some good food from Germany! hope to see you soon NG and don mention it for that little simple card. i was surprised you still called me when you had already checked in, appreciate that 2 little calls while i was on my way home. it's just a biz trip for 5-6days yet i am fretting over it already! i just hope things will turn out fine when you come back! HAHA.

Chill tayrius!

Recently, my mood and temper is running high and low like my SBJ's scores back in tekong. (it ranges from 178-198) gosh. i have been feelin uneasy everyday and very very restless. i wonder if it is due to Ng. but thru experiences, i have been telling myself repeatedly X 100000 times--- no matter what, take my time, DO NOT PLUNGE IN LIKE I HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE BECAUSE I DID PLUNGE IN B4 & INJURED MYSELF.So, just relax, chill.

(while i am typing the above, i do ask myself whether i can allow myself to follow what i have just typed. Sometimes it is kinda difficult to follow our own actions as emotions do overtake us.)

Affinity. I do trust and believe it.

OKAEY.enough of all these EMO stuffs.

Recently,not much pics, just some POP stuffs but i have posted in facebook already. but no harm anyway. =))

William! my best buddy, Scott! the sleeping buddy! i mean he sleeps a lot. LOL. AND ME! serioustayrius and last but not least fang wei, the little bit blur cock guy! HAHA. No offence =)

Seriousmummy and serioustayrius!

Sleeping buddy , Serioustayrius and Best buddy!

A door isnt always the right entrance

2008-12-07T23:46:00.006+08:00

I am not drunk or shag! jus a bit tired. just a wee bit.

I repeat, there will be, no tired, understand? only leopardians will understand me =))

I tried to open my freakin eyes already. but it was still the same size AND i am not drunk. SEX on the beach cant possibly make anyone drunk.

Ta-Dang!
Shaun Seah, Nicole (Sy), Edalene, Tayrius (Jy)

US AGAIN! The three highlanders!

What do i mean by my title??
Lol. we went in the entrance of PUMP ROOM, and somehow or the other, it became HIGHLANDERS. its a pub with live band. well, overrall not bad but i bet PUMPROOM will be better =)) Saw Roy there, he has some events there again, anything related to HIV and AIDS program he will be there. he has to coordinate events and oversee them. Main thing is to educate the public. On behalf of him, i will ask, teach and educate the public.

Have you used a condom today? If yes, good for you, if not, learn and start using now =))
(THIS IS MY OWN VERSION.) LOL.

HAHA. Yesterday, which is a saturday 6th of December 2008, which is also 4days after my birthday, met up with Sy, eda and Shaun Seah! our beloved primary school classmate! he happened to be in the same company as me in BMTC School 2, LEOPARD; ROAR! we had loads of fun ytd and we definitely overspent too! we went coffee club to had dinner, opened White Wine, had loads of food. AND AFTER THAT,

We went to alley bar, went in, it was fucking cozy and the price was freakin steep too. so in the end, we walked out just like that or it was kinda sneaking out for me. i am always very "pai si" one, HAHA. straight off, we took a cab to clarke quay to find our summer night party spot and Ta Dang! we found highlanders by accident.

We ATE AND ATE AND PLAY AND PLAY AND DRANK AND DRANK. as you know, my favorite punishment for any games is MOANING! lol. i included moaning once, moaning for 3 seconds, moaning for 5 seconds and moaning while touching nipples! Eeeeeks. Come play with me!

9th dec

2008-11-29T15:51:00.004+08:00

I am poping soon!

sorry for not updating regularly enough. i am always tired when i book out from tekong.. really draining me most of the time.. especially SBJ. i still fail. but at least i have improved a bit =)) i guess time really passes very fast. around 3 months ago, i was still looking at the bright full moon during mooncake festival, thinking hard of my family and friends.

now its near time to say bye to my bmt mates. nevertheless, i still wanna say i love you guys and you guys are the best in platoon 2!! we might have Ch** by* each other on a lot of occasions but i believe at the end of the day, we still love each other.

fuming mad about my face. thats the part i hate most about NS. my face used to be tofu, now its like orange. i mean its not that bad bad bad but definitely it has deproved a lot!! and i am really into club now. i jus wanna let loose, let nothing hold me down. i feel that some of my friends doesnt make effort to contact me, i wonder is it karma? sometimes i dun make the effort to contact some of those people who always contact me. i should really look into the mirror and ask myself whether what i am doing is correct a not.

oh yeah, bdae's arriving in a few days time but i dun feel high at all
............

been a while

2008-11-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

i will update now.

BMT phrase: up till now, it has been around 2 months! time passes so so so quickly. and time to come, i will be 20. 20 freakin yrs old! has jus been back from field camp, trust me, its not easy. i guess field camp is the place where you can see true colours of your bunk, section, platoon and company mates. some will reveal their darkest sides. i dont deny the fact that people are naturally selfish, but i guess there must be a limit to one's selfishness? correct me if i am wrong. will be out tomorrow the whole day first up with my bunkmates, having lunch at sushi teh and in the night! singing singing singing with my besties! eric, eda and maybe zinc!

personally, army certainly have brought out some 'manly' and grown up instincts in me. honestly, i do enjoyed part of the lifestyle there but certainly not the regimental lifestyle there.Hmm, i am glad most of my friends have a contended lifestyle now.

i called edalene, she is 'high' on her education now,
PS Eda: Do study hard! i wan the best for u always!

As for eric, relationships stable, work stable
PS Eric: please do go upgrade urself!

As for Sy, relationships very stable too! best for you!
PS Sy: quickly make up ur mind! study or have your own business!? chances are already there for you, all you have to do is make up your mind and grab the opportunity!

As for Sh, dont really know what she is doing now, her blog isnt updated to. so, yeap, all the best too!

i need to post a long post

2008-10-19T15:17:00.004+08:00

Its been a while since i posted something long, lengthy and stretchy. i have been so paranoid of posting stuffs that i should not since my superiors in camp restricted us. but well. life still goes on =)) weekends seems so short to me nowadays especially since BMT started and plus the fact that i constantly have not been passing my SBJ therefore i have to book out late. i swear i will try to jump till i break my legs to overcome 216.

Anyway, some really late pictures. didnt have time to upload them!

Edalene and Me taken in Marina Square's Pizza Hut, it was shihui's Bdae celebration

First time at Mind's cafe with these bunch of hooligans. HAHA. Steven, Me, Daniel, David, Eric and Guorong. FUN. thats all i could see. but i was accompanied by some knee injury. BUT. still fun!

SBJ

2008-10-11T15:11:00.002+08:00

does anyone has any pills that can help me pass my SBJ? LOL. i just cant seem to jump, adding to that, my knee cap always seems to be injured. HELP! therefore, i can't train properly.

gonna go meet daniel david++ to go play some board games to relax! =))))

how i wish booking out timing can be lengthened!

short notice

2008-09-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

according to my superiors in camp, we are supposed to be very subtle and careful when blogging. so, i guess i shan't say anything related to life back then a while ago but well, i did enjoy myself to a very huge extent! seriously, at least i realised quite a handful of stuffs, things that i could do, am able to but due to my lazy lazy personality, i always denied the fact that i am able to do so. My 2.4KM run, actually, i am quite good at it!

feeling good and better about my body and my mental spirit now. will continue to work hard to reach my goals! six pacs! Eric, do remember to ask me along for any runs in the future k!

LAST POST BEFORE NS

2008-09-11T13:49:00.003+08:00

Mother, Father, Kor kor, Edalene, Eric, Shiying, Shihui, Cruise, Hazel, Jiaxin+bandies, Azel and Travis! GONNA BRING YOU GUYS TO CAMP!

ONE FINAL DAY

2008-09-11T00:42:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE DAY and i am off to tekkong.

i never knew this day would arrive that fast? i am starting to miss all my friends.

HAPPY BIRDDAY ERIC TAN

2008-09-08T20:35:00.014+08:00

Eric tan commented that our post on the sentosa trip is very simple and no WOAH factor. so, i edited like a couple of time. Now it looks too long, and not in order of timing. LOL. anyway,

birthday BOY. eric tan!

MY COVERBOY SMILE. I CAN ALWAYS PULL IT OFF.
"no more clump plump, coverboy's mascara"
WAHAHAHAHAH

YOU SEE. the previously NUM outing people. drinkg the same thing again. i didnt finish mine, i drank less than a quarter and gave the rest to the alocoholic people! HAHA !

After sentosa steamboat! The three guys team! this was when i felt irritated sitting outside. and eric volunteered to let me sit in the middle. stupid cruise. kept on eating and eating like there's no tomorrow. I'm quite jealous of uncle tan, he has the "kua zi lian", therefore he looks better than anyone? HAHA. More 'high' high' pictures! scroll down!

This is my favourite picture of the whole day. i SWEAR. shihui took a million pictures. i do like some of them, but this picture, from eric's phone, my god. melted. i felt so happy and when i saw this (partially i look nice and cute =X) Well, this post is gonna be a big and crazy one!

Ok see this picture? i may have to clarify for EDALENE, the one on the right, with e print stating " I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND". She always tells me, she wants that tee-shirt to become I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND. HAHA. anyway, looking at this picture, it says a lot about the 2 of them. Flamboyant creatures, girls who love life, unshy people and most importantly, they are my besties! one more straight lady below. shall talk about her soooon.

I really enjoyed myself to the fullest on saturday 07SEP08. everyone was super-duper happy. OPPS.

FORGOT TO MENTION

the whole gathering was to celebrate UNCLE TAN's bird-day. HAHA. actually Uncle tan is not as old as i always refer him as. he is 24 and has just turned 24 on the 08SEP08. didnt get him a big big present but did do up a relatively long birthday letter with a ugly Mickey mouse which i had drew up for him. LOL. the mickey mouse had suken cheeks, very very anorexic. HAHA. i tried my best already. ANYWAY, its the thoughts that counts! LOL. so thick-skinned huh me.

This picture was taken in some Cafe Delma? Delmas? Dalmas? cant remember, but the washroom was HOT HOT HOT.

OPPS. although i am not really fit fit fit, but i dare to say! my body was the best among the three guys present there on saturday! HAHA. Cruise keep on mentioning saturday would have showers showers showers, BUT. THERE WAS NOT A SINGLE RAINDROP TILL ABOUT 8+ plus. this shows that weather forecast can be quite inaccurate at times too!
Anyway, i am the one on the right and the youngest one too! HAHA.

EVALUATION PERIOD.
CRUISE:
Arh there you see, cruise stood behind cuz he wanted to hide his FATS. i swear!

SHIYING:
Shiying don't look nice with that tied up hair. she could have looked a million times more sexy as compared to this hair! but she tied it up because she didnt want her hair to get wet.

SHIHUI:
omg. she don't like to get any form of tanning. she was so paranoid of the sun! c'mon! the sun is sucha turn on! but anyway, i was glad she went for the sentosa trip and not her poly/sec or other friend's birthday celebration! sorry shihui, i was too engrossed with the volleyball game that we kinda allowed you to wait for very long! but i got my nice red tan on my face! YAY!

EDALENE:
Another "know where to hide her fats and show her 'not very long legs'. HAHA. Cruise kept on saying she is pretty blah blah blah. You better dun kajiao my friends ar cruise. or i will KILL YOU! HAHA.

Hey sentosa buddies, just a small note. i love every single one of you. sorry i sort of flared up at TIAN TIAN FIRE BOAT. i love you guys too much so sometimes i feel i do a lot, but i was kind of taken for granted. but anyway, I AM GOING NS THIS FRIDAY, LET ME BE THE PRINCE JUST FOR A SHORT MORE WHILE K? MOOOOOACKS.

C'MON. who would believe this picture was taken in sentosa? HELLO. nice picture though.but then who would look so fair there and furthermore, background looks relatively calm!

Happy birthday TAN DING QI! I seriously love every single one of you!

XOXO
I learnt this new 'phrase' from cruise's sis sometime back. IT means love and kisses.

End of Days

2008-09-04T20:48:00.003+08:00

Wooo hoo! Finally its the end of working days in DHL regional office! for the last and final time, i'm not a delivery man but i am working in the regional office! meaning my office is the head office of all DHL located all over asia-pacific! lol. sick of repeating it!

Have a series of plans and programs planned as of tomorrow onwards! First up, uncle tan's birthday! i always thought he was 1983 BUT on the actual fact, he is 1984. i didnt know that till a month ago. HAHA. Uncle tan actually inserted a C-box for me and it succeeded. But not for long. maybe 10mins when i accidentally pressed something. and POOF

GONE.

LOL.

never mind. i need time.

its less than a week's time and i will be gone for NS. gone for GOOD. goona meet up besties/gfs and bandies! And congrats me! i got my performance bonus! $500! my recruitment company rang me and told me i was the only temp staff who got bonus and some more, got so much! i am proud of myself seriously.
BUT, it is gonna be added into my Sep 5days pay and deduct CPF. LOL. but nevertheless, i am still proud of myself! YAY!

short notice

2008-09-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

I got to say. SHI HUI AND DAVID, from the internal settings, you guys are on my 'compulsory clicks'. but from what i see on the main blog, you guys disappeared. ermm. anyway, blog is on the process of revamping. watch out for the CBOX, blog counters and stuffs soon!

WAHAHHAA

Kopi O

2008-08-29T23:52:00.007+08:00

Coffee Black is without Milk.
Tea Black is without Milk.

Both hot drinks are without milk. People ask, wouldn't it be bitter and not sweet? for me, it depends. If you look at it from different perspective.

After receiving a comment from your superiors that you might be getting a promotion, after receiving a feedback from your partner that he/she might be getting a pay raise, after many many happy outcomes, even when you swallow the most bitter food, drink the most un-tasteful drink. Things that goes down will still be sweet. SHIT. granny low is coming out again.

Today is friday! going out to party/K/Chill and choosing to stay at home and get my beauty sleep. i would choose the latter. I need my sleeeeeep! i have been constantly getting triple eyelids these 2 weeks. it is not nice. very uncomfy. Anyway, i heard from my colleagues that constantly putting on the 'fake eyelids', the ones where you can choose to allow your eyes to have double eyelids temporary. if you put it long enough (provided you have the patience to), in the long run, REAL double eyelids will 'arrive'. LOL. since theres no harm trying, why not right?

Time working with DHL. i will misssss everything, everyone very soon. Somehow, i really treasure my experience there. may it be the 'helping company to lose money part', gossipping part, singing part, volunteering part and many thing else. first time in my life, i feel so stress working, first time in my life my direct superior is a vice president of the whole asia of DHL, so many first time. I love you DHL.

Last but not least.

Things i need to buy for the time being:

MP3
NON-camera phone
mooncakes
many teeee-shirts
1 pair of jeans

*Compulsory volunteers

ERIC
EDALENE
SHIYING
SHIHUI
CRUISE
HAZEL

who wanna sponsor me? please feel free to call ****4986 =)

Need some change

2008-08-26T18:58:00.005+08:00

Seriously, i have always wanted to add a Cbox in my blog. you know the one where people can leave comments in it? I have tried to paste the html code or java code (whatever you call it, i am not very farmiliar with it) everywhere in the editing mode of the blog, but it just can't seem to appear. I have sort of grasp the knowledge to edit it when i was back in poly year 1, this IT class had taught us some skills, but i had vague memory of it.
I studied Business studies back then, so IT was just some SUB module.

Next up, i want to change the background of my blog, tried pasting the coding everywhere but again, FAILED. felt so fucked-up, so i gave up. i tried to convince myself that heaven is fair, so i told myself although i am quite bad in codings, but i could sing better than most people! furthermore, IT based students like cruise can't even do codings! not to mention me. SO, i am really considered not bad already. SPARE me the agony!

HAHA. I am quite into self-denial mode sometimes. well, looking from another angle, people might think i am quite positive =)) life still has to go on without codings and HTML. YUCKS.
I feel like an old auntie now. nagging about my life when there's still a lot to see and learn.HAHAHA.

Going into the real working world, i see a lot of people working just because they need a job. not because they like it? but having to face the cruel and harsh reality, you can't just follow your dreams and pretend it is working. unless you have no burdens in life except yourself OR you are born with a bronze spoon. if you are born with a sliver and above spoon, you can go train at the tai-tai school.

Random. i am usually very very organized. now i am just spitting things out in a unorganized manner. I have the urge to highlight the whole part above and press delete. but i shall not.

}O_@*&@^F%@GHJ@KL!UF!V^BO&*N(!M

"Somebody stop me! This is the mask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SMOKIN!"

join me?

2008-08-24T12:02:00.005+08:00

*Me, Kenneth/brandon/leonard? cant remember.LOL. he's our beneficiary. and edalene*

we are in YMCA's Tee-shirt. i requested S size. but its still very big. anyway, rain was freaking big on the day itself and it lasted from the time we started walking till the moment we stopped walking. Tell me, are we the unlucky people! Sometimes, the simplicity nature in 'some' human really do attracts me. Notice there's a ' ' when i said some which is really true. not all humans contemplate the fact that there are people around us who are less fortunate than ourselves, nevertheless, they will also not reflect on the fact that the are much more people who needs our help!

Dated 23AUG08.
Yet another day of volunteer work =)) tugged edalene along for this meaningful day. "heartstrings walk". should have heard of it right? edalene is getting interested in this kinda event. its always nice to help people but i am still kind of feeling unsure? Because to me, my principle is to help people who needs my help, but i still have some boundaries that i am unable to cross? like getting close to kids or adults with down syndromes. i will try la.

Oh yeah, fyi, i am volunteering with YMCA now. if you guys wanna join! do text me or call me up k!? you dun have to join every single program, as mentioned, its a volunteering organisation, you can choose the programs and beneficiaries which makes you comfortable enough to help! the world needs help! anyway, YMCA stands for youth man/male christian association but i am still a faithful Buddhist and no way am i becoming christian! nothing wrong with them but i choose to respect my mum's decision.

Kids are love!

2008-08-21T20:39:00.006+08:00

Remember this punky little fella i posted a while back!? He is the proud brother of the Green PE-tee shirt fella below! Azel is like 2/3/4 yrs old? i cant remember. his brother below is primary 2. Proud student of catholic primary, results "buay pai" one orh.

*he is reading "tim tim" while eating his lunch, i kinda took a few crab meat from his bowl and was kana beaten up by him!* naughty little fella!

Among all my newphews, i guess he is the one i love and pamper the most. He gave me the most memorable time when he was younger. hmm. ok, kinda sound like porno. BUT NO. WAY NO. His parents used to bring him to my house more often when he was still staying in yishun. every time when he is going home from my place, he would cry and make such a big fuss because

either he wanted me to go home with him
he would want to stay over with me
when he leave my place and go home, he would ask for me!

I AM SERIOUS. not kidding at all. but anyway, i love kids so so so much!

I brought Travis and qiao wei downstairs for some 'see-saw' session. seriously, i love kids so much, especially my own nephews. if u were to ask me to choose to go out SING K and them, i would rather choose them. HE is only P2, and he is teaching how to read notes and play piano! Cute cute cute!

Talking about piano, i am still saving money to buy one and to attend lessons. my only goals in life is to make sure my family members get a good life, i am able to attend UNI and also find a stable job. other than the above mentioned, i wanna get a piano and play it =)) its not 3mins, its a lifetime! =)))

I forgot to mention this. this happened i think a week ago? i forgot. but anyway, it was during lunch where my managers decide to frequent the Tangs fair at suntec. i didn't expect to see the rowdy side of women! but i guess this is considered mediocre already? i heard that during really cheap cheap sales THEN i am able to see real rowdy rowdy sessions. like typically this woman 'diao' that woman and that woman 'diao' these woman. LIKE WTF!

NS like soon?

2008-08-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

Indeed, NS is like very very soon.

I am kinda looking forward to it, yeah, if you do know me, i like challenges, new things, new activities, but, i HATE the process of getting to PR myself, knowing new friends and 'Hi! I'm ... Oh, you're...on and on..

at this particular moment, one of my goldfish got stucked to the filter? i meant the head, i FREAKED out totally. I was like WTF! how stupid can you little creatures be!? you eat whole day long, i already have no complaints and now you want to get your little puny head stuck to the filter?! do you know you can end up being fish PASTE! It is strange, whom ever i blog about, will disappear soon. hmm. better not blog about anyone other than my own self =))

Random post for this little day. Everything has been quite smooth. I like to eat mooncake, i would like to own one just for myself. Its not that i cant afford one but............ =X)

SO random post. can't stand myself.

Mahjong!

2008-08-09T21:48:00.004+08:00

Mahjong man! like wtf, lost ard $$15? but its damn fun la! played with cruz's friends at their apartment in East coast park area.

1. Damn windy
2. Scene is damn nice.
3. that guy has so many freaking fish tanks and he freakinnnn loves fish! like wtf.

Didnt take any pictures though. was too tired. played from like 9+ 10pm till 3AM. i know its considered like "chey" for a lot of people already but for me, i am a morning, picnic,park, swimming guy! so not very nocturnal! i was tired until a stage where i "ZHA HU". meaning i anyhow win but actually i did not have the correct tiles to win. I WAS TOO TIRED and bent on winning money that i was in a state of serious denial mood. HAHA. after mahjong, we played BLACK JACK. i was like YES MAN, time to suck some cash back!

Yeah, indeed i sucked a lot back. Because for almost every round, i betted like $5 or $10, and i got "Gor Ling" and " Ban Luck"! HAHA.

=C here comes the irony part, after blackjack it was dai deee. i'm like YES,time to win more, but this was the part where all my money nearly flew away, luckily i again INSISTED to stop dai deee. cruz had some fault too! what base 5ocents plus 10cents from each card. although it allows people to lose more but still, i find it more fun and risky! i am a risk taker.

ended the whole damn night with losing money but it was still fun! bunked over at BLAH BLAH's place after that and

Yea. this was what happened. Blacked out. cuz was too tired. lets mahjong soon! if u mahjong with the right people and with the right mood, u will tend to enjoy losing money. =X HAHA.

$70+

2008-08-09T21:22:00.007+08:00

YES! and i spent that much on eda and shi hui! lol. but i spent it willingly on them =)

met up with eda and shihui on thursday night =) ladies night? nope, two ladies plus one man night =) being the usual impatient me plus it was raining heavily that day, i insisted on buying a new umbrella from guardian (the one located in somerset beside coffee club).

FYI, i have a lot of umbrellas at home already, all were 'born' because of rainy days and i couldn't get anyway, so i had to give birth to them! We were Shoduko, Shodoko whatever kuku it is, we had dinner there. on the way there, while we reached there, once we sat there till we finished the meal, i kept on insisting Waruka is a million times better and worth it. I SUMPA. (SWEAR)

Indeed, i spent over 70 dollars in cineleisure's kuku restaurant. Its not i am grumbling about it, but i felt that this amount of $$ could be spent somewhere else and i would feel more worth it? like Ding tai fung or something else. But i am still very happy! cuz i see my love ones being happy, i will feel happy too!

Yeah! Size does matter! it always does! HAHA. nah, just kidding. have found a stronger opponent =X you should understand this KLK! HAHA. KLK, what a term to use. was hearing from Cruz's friend mentioning about KLK, it actually means "Ke Ling Kia". i'm like WTF? haha. didn't know this term is so widely used nowadays. No means of being racist though. but i know YOU ALWAYS ARE. HAHA.

Above pictures were all captured from "Big O". Once again, you dint see anyone opposite me, why? because shihui and edalene disappeared from their seats to go to the washroom and it took approximately like very very long. i insisted on taking them to big O but i did told them who ever had not visited that place, i will insist on bringing them there because of the Heart-shaped cake. Very nice seriously! even cruz said it was nice. everyone loved it. i cant spell the actual name of the cake but heard from cruz as derived from the name of the cake, you will get horny after eating the cake! LOL.

If you noticed, i used a lot of insisted, HAHA. maybe that is part of me, when i believe strongly in something, i will want others to believe it too! because it simply is very very very believable! Like i always believed that women should always wear HIGH HEELS, but eda,shihui and sy finds it very very torturing to wear. HAHA.

too many. one by one

2008-08-02T23:16:00.006+08:00

I have loads of photos to upload
BUT, i have to blue-tooth from my HP to my laptop and then upload to blogger. Kinda lazy. so. NAH.

BUT again, i would love to post photos of those whom i really treasure!

Eugene, ME, clorine(below me), Jiaxin (beside me), and xiumin!

Left (Eugene), Top (Me!), Right (Gary),Bottom (hwee ming and Jx)

Oh yeah, if you are wondering who they are,they are all from my secondary school, all my band buddies!

Eugene-Euphonium and section Leader!
Hwee Ming-2nd Clarinet Player!
Jiaxin- Alto saxophone, soprano saxophone player, section leader and Treasurer!
Clorine-Section leader, 1st cornet player and Band Major!
Gary- Tenor Saxophone player!
Xiumin- 1st cornet player and librarian!

Last but not least
ME-1st cornet player and Quarter Master!

Anyway, above info is just FYI. it might sound a bit boring, but band life and primary school life is something that i will not forget forever in my life. But BAND life i guess is still something that if i was given a chance to replicate again, i will definitely spend every moment of it usefully.

above photos were taken quite some time back but i happened to find them somewhere. so might as well just post it up!

Today, Saturday, 02AUG08! it was a night to somehow cast myself back into the band world! went for a concert with GARY and CLORINE! it was Temasek Junior colleage's symphonic band concert! We were there to fully support Hwee Ming! i Guess everyone in NCHS band had already gave up on band other than CLORINE and HWEE MING, the only two surviving clarinetist and trumpter! proud of you guys! SAF BAND, please take me in!

till now, my current guilt and regretful feel was not to study hard enough in poly to enter UNI. to enter govt uni, firstly of cuz its cheaper than private uni but to study uni, 10% is for my own future and 90% is to take part in band!

I already regret when i didn't enter SP, cuz the band there was fab! well, u might ask me why didn't i enter NP's band then? Ermm.. NP's culture doesn't suit me. Like i prefer steamboat rather than 'atas meal' where i have to fake my posture and take small bites.

ermm. PIANO. something i must learn even if i have to take years to finish it or start when i'm already in my late twenties or thirties. music is something i can convey to.

Tired!

2008-07-29T22:08:00.003+08:00

I have so many workload on hand. I have never regretted joining DHL, have never regretted knowing any single one there but the job-scope is so "huh" lor. HAHA. i am a HR student mind you! Logistics is very interesting but i have no NOTHING no BASE no foundation at all. seriously.

BAF/CAF, shipments, TEU 20", 40HQ, MAERSK, APL, AMLA, AMNO, Rotterdam are just some of the basics you can learn. OH, just to re-emphasis, i am not a sender nor am i a delivery man. I'm a regional administrator in DHL's regional office! WAHAH! k. enough of my nonsense.

i worked full 12hours today. 8.30AM-8.30AM! have loads of tasks to complete as the TRM meeting is nearby! TRM simply refers to Trade Route Manager, and i am a trade route assistant! that was what my position was when i saw it on http://www.jobcentral.com.sg/.

life is so busy! as one grows up, you think more, worry more, feel more, put in more and obviously you might poo poo more cuz you eat more!

anyway, there's no link for every paragraph. my thoughts are not organized.

why are you and you kinda bo chap about the friendship anymore? i really ponder.

I heard this

2008-07-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

Now, if you mention ubin to me, i tend to get very very affected.

Halfway through work, i was talking about organizing a Pulau Ubin trip with my colleagues there. Then my colleague Doreen, started to talk about "its better not to go Ubin at all." Apparently, her uncle died there, a lot of people died there too and a lot of visitors ended up very badly hurt or traumatised by the incident. Her dad witness a lot of 'happenings' there. to sum up, it is kinda 'dirty' over at that area, i'm glad nothing happened to us that day.

anyway, i've started my own swimming marathon! 24laps, 26laps and 26laps. That is till now and a time limit of 30Minutes. I know there is nothing to brag about but i feel very accomplished! My target is to a least hit the minimum number of laps i last hit or increase bit by bit every time i visit the pool! oh yeah, Its YCK pool! cuz its easy and near to travel by foot from the MRT station!

I need to train up for my NS, but i can't find the passion to JOG or RUN. I can transfer all those energy to SWIM instead!
Miraclously, i am able to pass every segment except for the Standing Board Jump. They should just take that segment off!

NUM session

2008-07-22T23:14:00.005+08:00

Yea! We're the Urban People going for urban activities! nothing wrong what!?

Coming up soon!

Steamboat session!

KTV session!

'Siao-on' chit-chatting session!

Mahjong Session!

Sentosa session!

Late-night Fishing session!

*PS: ITS NOT ME, i am just gonna sit by the side and scare the fishes away!*

Prawning session! *This one i dun mind taking part!*

Take a look at my fingers. Recently, a lot of Taiwan shows are saying that the length of your finger usually determines the length of your tool! But i beg to differ. Because my tool is definitely lon*** and nic** than that.

UBIN A SUCCESS!

2008-07-20T21:49:00.013+08:00

SEE THIS!? Eric MMS me this picture few hours before our Pulau Ubin trip. Was very very worried. Because his office is damn near Changi Jetty which is indirectly very very near PULAU UBIN!

Although it really rained on Saturday itself but on a lighter note, there were still bright and sunny moments like this

PLEASE notice the BLUE LINES. IT refers to the boundaries within Edalene, me and Shiying. The small country within the BLUE LINES belongs to the hairy nation, we are the smooth nation =)

WAHAH! Love the ferry ride, its very natural, windy, watery and.... i just like it. the time with them is FAB.

"Hi everyone, welcome to Pulau Ubin"

Looks very nice right? Its just a part of UBIN. Later stories will wanna make you slap EDA, SY and ERIC. Definitely not me. YOU WILL KNOW WHY LATER. EEKKS.

YES. NOW I MEAN. you see the BEER!? DAMN! HAHA. i think it was eda or sy who suggested to have a light bite before we start wandering about. Then 1/2 a minute later, either SY or EDA suggested the same thing too cuz did not have breakfast. FEW SECONDS later, tan ding Qi also suggested because he did not have breakfast.

so we have decided to look for food. i had mine already but at that point of time, weather was quite bad, so we had to shelter ourselves for a while before going cycling.

when we reached the restaurant...................

SY suggested Coconut drink, i was like... healthy,natural and cool! somehow, another person, i suspect was EDALENE who wanted beer! Then, ended up drinking beer! TELL ME, for those who are reading, do u wanna SLAP them? we're at UBIN and we are drinking beer? so not UBIN!

noticed the big red question mark?

I looked rather hideous. so i have decided to use the nicer one on top to cover it. LOL.

Also noticed Edalene was missing from most of the nice scene places, cuz she felt rather dizzy after riding some " not that difficult and rocky roads". her stamina was very very low and she has low-blood pressure. so we pardoned her from the long walking trip to chek jawa.

Blue Faggot Girl!

Eric had that too when we were returning. Looks hideous. but i dont have the pic!

WAHAH!

pulau!

2008-07-14T21:46:00.004+08:00

Ubin'ing' this saturday!

please dun fly me aeroplane!

Yum yum yummy

2008-07-12T23:29:00.010+08:00

You never knew they can be that adorable right?

Roar! the mighty big eye su ning!

We should build this first!

No! we should build that first!

I'm the final Janga Winner!

OH! did i forget to mention them? they are my beloved DHL colleagues! DHL as in DHL Regional Office colleagues. Just want to repeat in case people think i'm some DHL delivery man which I'm not. Nothing against DHL delivery man but i just don't want to be labelled as one =)

Giving Back

2008-07-12T10:49:00.003+08:00

The flamboyant nature of this society often have the ‘smoke-screen’ effect which ‘covers’ more than what you think you are seeing/feeling. Whenever I tend to feel something NOW, I will re-think, whether is it the first-hand feeling that is giving me this wrong sense of pleasant satisfaction or whether am I really feeling it.

For example, when someone text you some a message like this,
Someone: “Hey, what are you doing now? Thanks for the food just now. Hope we can meet up for another dinner soon, this time, my treat :P”

Instantaneously, one will tend to be very extremely excited IF that someone is someone whom you have admired for quite some time already. This is the first-hand feeling I am talking about.

Coming up, this is what I have discovered recently, have we ever asked ourselves whether that someone is just another player mass messaging a handful of people? What if we fall into his trap?

Above are just some mild digressions.

Looks like the EBAR session on Thursday did not turn out as well as supposed. After- effect for Eric was bad. More vomiting sessions, throat hurts to a huge extent, now his chest hurts. But I’m ok already leh, anyway, in the first place I didn’t even suffer quite badly just that I had slight hangover. LOL. Buddha bless.

*with credits to http://www.gsmarena.com/samsung_f480-pictures-2268.php*

Samsung F480 aka Tocco. the phone is so nice and chic! and it doesn't cost that much either!

EBAR!

2008-07-11T10:15:00.013+08:00

I'm very seldom a camera-reflection guy, just once pls? =P

Finally, i have the mood and really wanna blog about something i wanna blog about! MEOW!

and of cuz! I'm proud to present you EBAR! Luckily there is not much crowd, but i would prefer to sing in party-world cuz there are only 4tables there and it is faster to come to our turn. For EBAR, it is a great place to hang out and go GAGA with your friends!!!

I'm supposed to meet up with edalene, david and Eric to go EBAR to sing our lungs, hearts and kidneys out but edalene was down with high fever and dayvid was down with some Ah Choo sickness. Anyway, EBAR is located in the midst of Tanjong Pagar, somewhere very near Taboo and actually its opposite Tantric.

To be honest, i have never in my life saw Taboo before, i know i am a mountain tortoise but thats that! i seldom have night life, cuz i don't appreciate the Cab Fare? but i dun mind if there's someone who is willing to accompany me home by waiting for the first bus, first train, night rider or share can with me. LOL!

Our eyes were never this small, i guess its due to alcohol!

Eric that joker, as promised, i treated him to one jug of alcohol and end up, he ordered dunno 3/4 jars more, but of cuz he paid for them. i cant remember the exact number of jars we drank in total cuz we were kinda high already. The boss of EBAR treated us too i think 1/2 jug of beer, thanks dude! but sorry i can't remember your name, cuz was kinda high already!

Another one,we were both very very 'sway-wey' already. Not drunk but floating on land. HAHA

Until now i still can't figure out what they were doing.

Man in black...hmm.. can't remember his name as well. was Eric's friend who came by later.

Love singing!

*i didn't know Ajs can sing so well!*

BAND. Por por por!

2008-07-04T00:05:00.001+08:00

I met up with my bandie friends! damn. i miss them so much. other than my pri school friends, family and relatives, they are the other part of my life! Band is something i can never forget in my life!

NEVER!

Its all about friends

2008-06-29T12:44:00.001+08:00

My main wish now, is not to go overseas nor have a partner,

but rather, to see you guys patch up with one-another. and be the ultimate friends again.

airport

2008-06-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

met up with edalene at bugis train station to proceed to the airport for dinner and laughing session! HAHA! she asked me to meet at the front cabin and being 'normal',i agreed! but i totally forgot that BUGIS IS AN UNDERGROUND MRT STATION! HOW WOULD I KNOW WHERE IS THE FRONT CABIN!? haha. unless i ait for one train to arrive and see where it comes from! lol!

We went airport and got lost! haha. we agreed to meet shihui at T2's bus interchange and we got lost for so long before we found the 'hidden escalator' at T2! We went for dinner at the clubhouse, supposedly mainly catered for the members and the staffs in Changi Airport. i swear, its not as easy to get there. No wonder its catered to the staffs. because its so OLU and so hidden! Its like some forbidden city!

coffeeclub at T3 was the final stop of the day. All the laughings and jokings and serious adult talks were all held there! all of us had regular coffee! cuz it was the cheapest and i was freakin broke! waiting for my pay to arrive on the 7th of JULY! we were discussing for some pre-BMT trip! before i enter ARMY, we should go for a trip! just to relax our spines and soul! maybe we should also do some YOGA on the beach while waiting for the sunrise or during sunset!
like what my colleague had recommended us to do!

Friends are forever, no hidden agendas no nothing. and thats why, i have got you guys =)

19 yrs

2008-06-22T18:42:00.003+08:00

For the past few days, whenever i tried to type something i will delete it. not knowing why, but things like "do i blog just because i have a blog and i am obliged to do so??

Certainly no. thats why this is my next entry. Work is surrounding me every single day. There are tons of unfinished work everyday. METASHIP is a daily companion system i have to go through everyday. Without fail, this task will never die out, corrupt or even finish. i had a small talk with Betty last week, she told me that news had not been announced yet but she might be going PILI-PIN in august for a month! DHL might be setting up a new quarter there in August.

Main point is, i have questions regarding METASHIP to ask her every single day. if she goes there, who am i supposed to ask?!

Putting work aside. Recently, very serious outbreaks of small pimples pores, which is making me very afraid of steeping out. Adding to that, my eczema problem has worsen, i need to see a doctor soon! Morerover, DHL's work is never ending. i ended up having to email some stuffs home to do! Shiying went HK supposedly yesterday, she didn't inform anyone of us, i happened to see it in her blog. i did call her and asked her to have fun. but i am very worried for the friendship between me, sy, eda and sh. Looks like things are not what we are seeing or feeling as the past already.

Domanchi

2008-06-15T01:30:00.006+08:00

taking multiple pics; million of picture taking

He took million of pictures. repeatedly. LOL

He bought S$180+ worth of Domanchi goods. 4shirts & 1 long pants

I bought only S$49 worth of Domanchi goods. Their sales is so worth it.

Domanchi is having a very worthy sales. Please do patronise their shop everyone. But do take note, SIZE 2 is for me. don't even think of trying to steal it from me!

Finally!

2008-06-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

It's been few days since i last update! so busy busy everyday..! Busy with DHL work.. Busy with my brother's task..!

confused

??

2008-06-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

ANYWAY, when i say i work in DHL, stop assuming i'm a delivery man! damn. almost everyone feels it that way. I work in gateway towers (west). Level 2, DHL regional office as a regional administrator.

Some of you might feel disgusted because i kept on changing my blog colour! please dont blame me, cuz i dunno what colour to use. Keep feeling uncomfortable. So now, I feel that black is the nicest universal colour.so. BLACK =)

Anyway, DHL is very fun! The air is full of logistics everyday! APL, SENATOR, MAERSK, CMA KLINE blah blah.. these are names of the carriers shipping goods around the world everyday!

I major in Human resources, but then, i find logistics very fun too! anyway, now that i realize something, in life, i want a job where i can make decisions. Not to only follow. cuz i don see the point?

I always tell myself, i am a very good follower but not a good leader. who knows right?
And from my daily life, i also tell myself, no matter what happens everyday, i must learn something and get any experience i can.
Like the 1st day i went DHL, i learnt that they actually have very good welfare for their staffs, 40C for one can of drink!

Like the 1st time i knew Roy, he loves red so much! What i am trying to say simply is that actually no matter how minor things can be, as long as you carry a learning attitude in life, you can learn almost anything, anywhere.

Like i am half naked blogging now! Thats something you guys learnt today!
i do sound naggy today, but as an DHL Office boy, well, i have to vent my stress.

Moved to Sembawang to look for Love

2008-06-01T00:46:00.005+08:00

Watched Sex & the City with Roy at causeway point Cathay.

I tell you. the show really touched me. After Dreamgirls, i guess this is the 1st show where Jeniffer Hudson acted. Although not as a Main cast, i think she potrayed her role really very well.
But well, main thing is not about her. Sarah Jessica Parker. DAMN! she's pretty good! The whole show was so realistic, Love is everywhere. Quoting from jennifer hudson, "I moved to NEWYORK to look for LOVE."

Well, i really don't know how to describe my feelings right now about the show, but it definitely touched me! YOU guys should go watch it. watch it with someone you really care for, you really like, really like him/her to be in your life.

Of cuz i didn't moved to Sembawang to look for LOVE, but i definitely find it worthwhile to stay here finally! Because of you =)

I'm fallin

2008-05-28T00:46:00.001+08:00

Fallin in

deeper

=)

Eastcoast fanatic

2008-05-25T12:50:00.003+08:00

HAHA.

the title implicitly implied what a fan I'm of eastcoast. But to be exact, i was kinda and a wee bit disappointed. It is simply due to the fact that it has kinda became a 'refugee camp'! =X seriously no matter where i turn my head to, all i could see was people BBQing and feeling the breeze. Which is apparently good! Happy for them though, because this is what they usually would be doing on a late, breezy Saturday night =)

The thing is, i do also see a hell lot of people setting up camping tents trying to camp on the beach! my Buddha! i mean A WHOLE LOT. i dunno whats with them, but this is a public area, for people to enjoy the scenery and relax.

main part was. i went there with Roy =) he smiles and laugh non-stop. best thing is, he lives near me! which i never knew. Adding to that, I never knew he could sing too! we were singing by the beach and feeling the breeze for so long! From ECP, we took a bus to Eunos, JUST to miss the last train,haha! finally, we took another bus from eunos to town, just to wait for NR2 to go home! although it was a long long journey, i did enjoyed myelf.

时间

2008-05-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's gonna be Day 4 already. time really just 'shoosh' by so quickly! LOL.

Hmm..
Thinking back, a while ago, i was still in Chongfu Primary School, thinking about what to do after school. Shall it back hop-scotch? Shall it be Five stones? Shall it be monkey-bar at our school's backyard? Or shall it be edalene's house playing DDR?! Primary school was the time where i enjoyed myself to the brim! I always felt that life then, was the happiest, with my besta besta friends. Oh. i forgot, there was a small part where i felt disgusted. I had to visit the Dentist every single Fu**ing day for a period of time. They will always take this Red color board, knock on the door and my name would be called every day! Damn. Dentist is still something i fear the most, even till this current moment.

Thinking about the time where my dentist gave me 8 injections at one go, plucked out 4 of my tooth! well, i was doing braces and i couldn't stand the thought of going back to the dental twice just to pluck out my tooth again and again. SO, i just did it ALL IN ONE GO! LOL. but ended up, my damn lips really ended up looking like Taiwan sausages. And i even had to scribble 'Sembawang' to point out to the cab driver thats where i want to go! He thought i was dumb and couldn't speak. haha

Sometime later
I was in Nan Chiau High School. Life back then, was Okaey i guess. Everything was ok. No more 5/40 for my class position. No more 36/40 for my English Composition writing. No more good results. Nothing was quite mentioning.
Except for
BAND. Those were the only time i felt really humane in school. Everyone was so cooperative. ERM, to a certain extent only la. LOL. but everything felt so real, everything was something i like. i was so engrossed in the band pratices, cleaning up the band room, joking and teasing around or being teased. Haha. sometimes, i hope band practices would last a bit longer, maybe say up till 8PM? LOL. but that would inevitably allow me to fall from 36/42 to 40/42. HAHA. LOL.

** I'm sorry my bandie mates. you guys were the closest to me apart from my pri buddies. I was sorry to drift apart from you guys like that. i am real damn sorry. i seriously have no face to face you guys again. But i really hope you guys can give me another chance. Band has never been away from me. its in my blood i guess. lol.

Coming to Ngee Ann Poly, i have nth much to say. Firstly, it has not been my pre-choosen school. Not to mention the course, although i must admit i have learnt a lot from business Studies, Especially from Human Resource Management. And a FEW gooood friends. Worst of all. I had always wanted to join Singapore Poly Band. but i did not manage to enter their business admin course. so. Had no choice.Band can definitely make me committ to school, at ALL COST. Not that i didnt wanna join NP's Band, but their freshie band made me felt like vomitting. Not because they are technically lousy, but their attitude. I volunteered to play 1st cornet, because i was formely one. The other two 3rd cornet player, being there since a few months ago, because they had joined the band earlier due to some camp, keep on looking at me like nobody's business. i mean. C"MON. i seriously play better than u guys.

Next goal. SAF BAND. Swimming related competition ( For my division). Work hard.

OH OH. GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!

DHL DAY!

2008-05-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

Day was ok in the beginning, very great in the middle and fine in the end!

lol. i waited from 8.15AM to around 9AM. No one came to pick me up. but i just came to know that the lady who interviewed me was the regional vice-president of my department!

amazing thing is. apparently, those who are not Singaporean there, spoke German! there's this pure German guy, another Korean mixed German guy and my vice president of the dept, Hongkong lady mixed German! When i heard them communicating in German! i was
O{!J(*&^%!CV!JK!. SHOCKED. LOL. its very interesting.

Theres this vending machine there. there are all sort of can drinks inside. from herbal tea to coke. there's everything. it used to be free. but somehow, someone took advantage of the fact its FREE, meaning there's no need to pay any amount of money. This Someone, press every single drink on the vending machine and brought it home! LOL. so cheap lo. but nvm, although the management is charging now, its still only 40C. LOL. still quite in-expensive la. LOL.

I'm learning a lot a lot of logistics now! LOL. something which i have never ever learnt in my POLY life.

I'm situated in the (OFR)Ocean Freight Department, as a regional administrator! its quite fun. So many Ang Mohs inside the company! there's this mexican guy who's kinda cute =) kept looking at me! I'm serious! but i think he's just being friendly la =S HA HA.

OH OH! i forgot something important! i told jared about this. There's these 2 guys, who sits pretty near me. I knew they were Ajs when i saw them. but i jus pretended as if i know nothing.LOL. during lunch, they went to this bigger office room, asked another guy out, and eventually asked me out for lunch!!! I was ELATED. like flying to the sky.

During Lunch, of cuz, without fail, we started to talk about Aj stuffs. talk and talk and talk. the earlier 2 guys which i was more familiar with, are about 24-25 yrs old. the other "big shot" one, is about 30. did i forget to mention that, this 30 yr old guy treated me lunch! Kinda Pai Seh la. but well. i think he meant as a friendly gesture!
I mentioned to Jared, his office needs some security pass to enter, immediately, without fail, the jared way of answering, "woah, then you can have sex with him, cuz no one can see!"

-.-' I will not ok! haha. he's always a joker. he was feeling sickly again. i thought i was weak. didn't know he was worse! Take care right and recover soon. U hasn't been gymming for quite some time already!

Hope DHL treats me good. and Vice Versa. May Buddha Bless me!

Pre-Vesak Day

2008-05-18T21:31:00.013+08:00

I took quite a look of pictures recently. Do look out!

Anyway, today is Sunday, one day b4 vesak day. didnt do much today. Managed to swim, but not long enough to stay till the 2-4pm peak hour sun! DAMN. i will do so tomorrow. Cuz once i start working, i wouldnt have much time to wiggle in the pool under the hot blazing sun already.

Main point is, my mum brought my dad and i to 光明山, its located at bishan. For those who are buddhist, you might know of have heard of this. Anyway, i don't have a chinese program and i usually will consult http://www.dictionary.com/ to get chinese words; under their translation section.

OH MY BUDDHA. when i typed Bright Hill mountain for direct translation

THIS CAME OUT. i was laughing to myself la.LOL.------------>>>>明亮的小山山.

**may them be dead or alive**

Buddha will always bless these people

My Mama praying to the Buddha

Tayrius Low & his compassionate Papa

This is the 3 steps 1 bow that i have mentioned earlier in my posts . Its pretty tedious . NOT on the physical side for the macho merries of cuz.but definitely on the mental side. Because a lot of patience is needed.

But if you have the heart, you will definitely finish it. its not surprising that you can see 80++ or 90++ grannies or grandpas doing this twice consecutively without any rest!

DA DANG! My MAMA and me!

FYI. it took a lot of convincing for her to take some pictures with me or my dad.

They are not exactly the lovey Dovey parents. but i know my dad loves my mum and us a lot. Although he can have quite a bad temper towards my mum!

DAD. PLS BE MORE PATIENT towards your wife. She has done so much for the family!

Last but not least

随缘

I found this miniature card selling for S$2. i bought it because once i saw it, read the words on it. i felt. HM. True. Very true.

Some things just cannot be forced. Just have to follow smoothly. But that doesn't mean i will stop. But maybe. More mellow and subtle.

Quickie

2008-05-17T10:39:00.004+08:00

Ok. just a quick one. i don mean jerk off. but a quick recap i mean.

DHL's acceptance gave me such a shock! but positive one la. i can't say how much is the offer, but well, its definitely better than the S$7/Hr =)) DHL has negotiated with the recruitment agency and has decided to pay me full time pay. WELL. I have 'dissected' the pay and found out that it is definitely more than S$7/hr. And after the 3months work, i will be paid a sum if my performance is due satisfactory =)) the sum is not little.

Basically, i am quite sure that D.H.L was impressed with me on the day of the interview itself.

**Not to blow my own trumpet, although i can really blow quite well literally and non literally =))

Anyway, I'm supposed to go swimming like right NOW. but my mama has started cooking and she is nagging on how much she wants me to eat at home.

The point is.
THE SUN IS FREAKIN NICE, GOOD, WARM, CUDDLY AND SIZZLING TODAY.

And I'm starting work on Tuesday. One day after Vesak Day.
Working hours although is from 8.30am-6.30pm. i still find it VERY worthwhile because i don't have any working experience basically in a huge organisation. Therefore, i just need to love the job and standby it in times of good and bad. LOL. Sounds like I'm getting married to the job.

不明白+ 明白

2008-05-15T18:04:00.006+08:00

D. H . L

OMG! DHL ACCEPTED ME!!! OHHH LA LA!!!
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ANYWAY

Herbal Tea

Don't exactly know the name. But even a Primary 1 kid can see the heart shapes inside right? LOL

Brownies. I tell u. i have never ever in my life really like brownies. But this brownie captured my heart :P (All these were bought from Bukit Timah Plaza)

All of the above was

With courtesy from Jared

Some Random Pictures

2008-05-13T22:44:00.007+08:00

MY LIFE
Cousins, please send pictures to me for me to update =))

I am somewhere in the picture =))
Primary school reunion sometime ago.
We were all from Chongfu Primary School =)

At coffee club

With Eda & Jaime

Dated 13th May 2008.