Nah, its okaey.

5/6/2009
9:24:00 PM
Hey jiayi? Has ntu replied u?

5/6/2009
9:24:44 PM
er. Nope. lost hope already.lol

5/6/2009
9:25:01 PM
Okies then

5/6/2009
9:25:14 PM
Well just stay hopeful

5/6/2009
9:25:19 PM
thanks

5/6/2009
9:25:32 PM
Did they asked u to go ucles to do some test?

5/6/2009
9:26:02 PM
er nope. my results are too bad to be even granted any test or interviews.

5/6/2009
9:27:50 PM
oh well. i know my limits lah. will go SIM bah.

Your boldness should have been highlighted earlier on. All the ignores given since then and sudden pop-ups don't help. I am not being petty but Dear Z, u know how bad u have been since then.

SUB-CONSCIOUSLY POSITIVE & CONFIDENT

i never really looked myself in the mirror and asked myself:

AM I REALLY THAT CONFIDENT AND POSITIVE AS WHAT SOME OF MY FRIENDS DESCRIBED/ PERCEIVED ME TO BE??

at least in camp, i do give people the impression i am very 'relate-table', easy to communicate, very positive, cheerful etc. Oh Well, i am very very happy-go-lucky when i truly am but AT THE SAME TIME, i worry too much when it comes to the part where i over-worry. A truly Sagittarius i am, always extreme on opinions and views and personality.

Taking half-day leave this Friday to go fix my Samsung MP4. The songs still play but there's a huge crack in the 'inner' LCD screen. can't see a shit. i can only press next, On, Off, Volume decrease and Volume Increase. Oh, did i mention PAUSE? LOL. My colleagues say i am crazy, take half a day leave to repair MP4 but on the Bright side, if everything ends early, i am SOOOOOO gonna say hi to Mr. Sunshine and do my swim! =) On top of that, i am gonna meet Sunshine for dinner =DD

Sunshine asked me to follow a trip that the school's organized for the class that he's teaching! its kinda like him alone plus his P2 class out a field trip! Damn!! so looking forward to it! AND we are allowed to claim off-in-lieu for the Vesak day on sat!

MAY's PAY's coming this friday/saturday! PLUS my tuition's PAY! WOOOTS!

To Ryan Thng:

I might sound harsh to you in office today but its totally for your own good. In fact, i still wanna re-emphasize that, everyone including our dear S1 has been doing a lot for you. forgiving you and whatnot. Our dear Benson and the other boys do ask about you and what happened etc. Everyone hopes for the best for you, but if you only know how to appreciate (which i assume you do) but don't show any signs of improvement, it doesn't help. i am just disappointed to see you not changing for the better even after months. sometimes, it is jus tiring to hope for things to happen which eventually it doesn't. Its just like relations when you hope and want things to happen, but somehow nothing happens. i know you get me.

Anyway, good Luck and please take good care!

Calvin Klein undies

Just bought a pair of Calvin Klein undies for myself! surprised at the rather cheap cost! (i assumed) cuz from what i have heard or known of, they are usually selling it at around say 40-50 for one such pair. but i went to the 'Calvin Klein outlet' itself at raffles city shopping centre and it was only going for 39 bucks plus there were some discounts and i ended up purchasing it for 31bucks! Woots! i don't know why is it called "No-show briefs" but oh well, i'm lovin it! bought the white colour one, although i know the risk of it becoming yellowish is high but the colour just attracted me!

i just realized sometimes i am tooooo over-friendly with my nieces and nephews. sub-consciously, i play games like 'Zhong1 Ji2 Mi4 Ma3' with them in a not very healthy way. i mix papaya,cherry tomato and pepper and salt into the drink.. and i expect them to go crazy with me when they also agreed. Lol. sorrry cuties! "Jiu4 Jiu4" promise to be a better person k? Maybe i won't add pepper and salt the next time, perhaps cheese flakes would be more than enough? HAHAA =P

hmmm. mixed signals. from. Duh. Nothing. shouldn't be la.

=D

feed me

Sec 2 if i am not wrong. LOL. so so so long ago!



Remember the 'circle area' in bugis which 'spits' water out? the place where kids love running into it like a fool and getting all wet. Yeap, i was one of them back then during sec 1 except i was already a grown-up teenager =P




Haha. retro la! kinda miss neoprints though! HAHAHA.

Damn nice right this poster! i bicker everysingle day with my buddy back then in tekkong cuz he insisted my PC/ platoon sergeant didn't paste it up. BUT THEY DID! i am proud of my safety poster although its not the best of the best =))

People are starting to feed me! my budddddha!

i can

i can't handle too many emotional issues at one time; i am able to but i often lump them up in one single basket and end up i would be like,

" Shit, i am stressed!"

That auto mechanism opens up every single time and reports to my brain system how stress i am. Damn. Physical issues like workload, friendship and whatnot, i am able to deal with it provided no one bothers me and leave me alone.

Gr pointed out something valuable something ago. do we blog for others or ourselves? for me? i don't know. i guess its the 'mood machine' that calls for it. i guess family, friends, relatives and kids are the only crucial part of my life that can bring me alive and kicking!

In conclusion, i have learnt to be more confident, contended (although i have always been) and less judgemental nowadays.
Main reason: the smile from the innocent kids i have been with all the while, my nieces and nephews. The non-worried facial expressions, the cheeky and naughty actions from them. all the non worried kids let me understand a fact. just leave things as they are. things will be fine.

coming up!

All i need is a good timeslot. Hark music! guitar guitar...!

Volunteering program is also coming up! look up and out!

miss volunteering!

Just asked Roy whether he is still volunteering on a regular basis. Miss playing with kids, miss their sun-shine laughter, miss their 'grinny' face. i wannna play with kids!

Anyway, have been playing loads of mahjong recently. went david's house for the last three weeks. burnt every sat night just to lose money to GUORONG! damn. but heaven is fair. trust me. WAHAHAH. heaven gave him a good looking face and allowed him to won money BUT. he is shorter than me. HAHAHA. k la, i sound loserish. damn. have to win all my money $$$$$$$$ back. JUST U WAIT! WAHAHA. BTW----> this is GR;u might find him farmiliar!
http://being-happy-is-enough.blogspot.com/

have loads of friends to meet up with in the coming days. hmm. will load pictures soon!