9th dec

I am poping soon!

sorry for not updating regularly enough. i am always tired when i book out from tekong.. really draining me most of the time.. especially SBJ. i still fail. but at least i have improved a bit =)) i guess time really passes very fast. around 3 months ago, i was still looking at the bright full moon during mooncake festival, thinking hard of my family and friends.

now its near time to say bye to my bmt mates. nevertheless, i still wanna say i love you guys and you guys are the best in platoon 2!! we might have Ch** by* each other on a lot of occasions but i believe at the end of the day, we still love each other.

fuming mad about my face. thats the part i hate most about NS. my face used to be tofu, now its like orange. i mean its not that bad bad bad but definitely it has deproved a lot!! and i am really into club now. i jus wanna let loose, let nothing hold me down. i feel that some of my friends doesnt make effort to contact me, i wonder is it karma? sometimes i dun make the effort to contact some of those people who always contact me. i should really look into the mirror and ask myself whether what i am doing is correct a not.

oh yeah, bdae's arriving in a few days time but i dun feel high at all
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been a while

i will update now.

BMT phrase: up till now, it has been around 2 months! time passes so so so quickly. and time to come, i will be 20. 20 freakin yrs old! has jus been back from field camp, trust me, its not easy. i guess field camp is the place where you can see true colours of your bunk, section, platoon and company mates. some will reveal their darkest sides. i dont deny the fact that people are naturally selfish, but i guess there must be a limit to one's selfishness? correct me if i am wrong. will be out tomorrow the whole day first up with my bunkmates, having lunch at sushi teh and in the night! singing singing singing with my besties! eric, eda and maybe zinc!

personally, army certainly have brought out some 'manly' and grown up instincts in me. honestly, i do enjoyed part of the lifestyle there but certainly not the regimental lifestyle there.Hmm, i am glad most of my friends have a contended lifestyle now.

i called edalene, she is 'high' on her education now,
PS Eda: Do study hard! i wan the best for u always!

As for eric, relationships stable, work stable
PS Eric: please do go upgrade urself!

As for Sy, relationships very stable too! best for you!
PS Sy: quickly make up ur mind! study or have your own business!? chances are already there for you, all you have to do is make up your mind and grab the opportunity!

As for Sh, dont really know what she is doing now, her blog isnt updated to. so, yeap, all the best too!