May 5, 2009

SUB-CONSCIOUSLY POSITIVE & CONFIDENT

i never really looked myself in the mirror and asked myself:

AM I REALLY THAT CONFIDENT AND POSITIVE AS WHAT SOME OF MY FRIENDS DESCRIBED/ PERCEIVED ME TO BE??

at least in camp, i do give people the impression i am very 'relate-table', easy to communicate, very positive, cheerful etc. Oh Well, i am very very happy-go-lucky when i truly am but AT THE SAME TIME, i worry too much when it comes to the part where i over-worry. A truly Sagittarius i am, always extreme on opinions and views and personality.

Taking half-day leave this Friday to go fix my Samsung MP4. The songs still play but there's a huge crack in the 'inner' LCD screen. can't see a shit. i can only press next, On, Off, Volume decrease and Volume Increase. Oh, did i mention PAUSE? LOL. My colleagues say i am crazy, take half a day leave to repair MP4 but on the Bright side, if everything ends early, i am SOOOOOO gonna say hi to Mr. Sunshine and do my swim! =) On top of that, i am gonna meet Sunshine for dinner =DD

Sunshine asked me to follow a trip that the school's organized for the class that he's teaching! its kinda like him alone plus his P2 class out a field trip! Damn!! so looking forward to it! AND we are allowed to claim off-in-lieu for the Vesak day on sat!

MAY's PAY's coming this friday/saturday! PLUS my tuition's PAY! WOOOTS!

To Ryan Thng:

I might sound harsh to you in office today but its totally for your own good. In fact, i still wanna re-emphasize that, everyone including our dear S1 has been doing a lot for you. forgiving you and whatnot. Our dear Benson and the other boys do ask about you and what happened etc. Everyone hopes for the best for you, but if you only know how to appreciate (which i assume you do) but don't show any signs of improvement, it doesn't help. i am just disappointed to see you not changing for the better even after months. sometimes, it is jus tiring to hope for things to happen which eventually it doesn't. Its just like relations when you hope and want things to happen, but somehow nothing happens. i know you get me.

Anyway, good Luck and please take good care!

7 comments:

宅男 - 国容 said...

you will be what you perceive yourself to be... so... your friends will be right if you agree too :o

clumsymouse said...

i dont agreee...

SeriousTayrius said...

Well! i dun have too much youth to remain negative and pretend to be confident!

so might as well just try my best to be who i am, confident and smile! =D

eda said...

im thinking you are probably more sociable, funny, and more vocal than many others, which may be perceived as positive and confident =p am i kinda right?!

clumsymouse said...

you seems more impatient, quick temper, fussy, arrogant to me leh..

宅男 - 国容 said...

haha!

SeriousTayrius said...

Hmm. for a moment, What Eda had said seem to be damn true. But in one way or another, i guess being more vocal and sociable makes me more confident!

AIYAH. i am la! HAHAHA.

STEAMBOAT ON SAT!