i can

i can't handle too many emotional issues at one time; i am able to but i often lump them up in one single basket and end up i would be like,

" Shit, i am stressed!"

That auto mechanism opens up every single time and reports to my brain system how stress i am. Damn. Physical issues like workload, friendship and whatnot, i am able to deal with it provided no one bothers me and leave me alone.

Gr pointed out something valuable something ago. do we blog for others or ourselves? for me? i don't know. i guess its the 'mood machine' that calls for it. i guess family, friends, relatives and kids are the only crucial part of my life that can bring me alive and kicking!

In conclusion, i have learnt to be more confident, contended (although i have always been) and less judgemental nowadays.
Main reason: the smile from the innocent kids i have been with all the while, my nieces and nephews. The non-worried facial expressions, the cheeky and naughty actions from them. all the non worried kids let me understand a fact. just leave things as they are. things will be fine.

coming up!

All i need is a good timeslot. Hark music! guitar guitar...!

Volunteering program is also coming up! look up and out!

miss volunteering!

Just asked Roy whether he is still volunteering on a regular basis. Miss playing with kids, miss their sun-shine laughter, miss their 'grinny' face. i wannna play with kids!

Anyway, have been playing loads of mahjong recently. went david's house for the last three weeks. burnt every sat night just to lose money to GUORONG! damn. but heaven is fair. trust me. WAHAHAH. heaven gave him a good looking face and allowed him to won money BUT. he is shorter than me. HAHAHA. k la, i sound loserish. damn. have to win all my money $$$$$$$$ back. JUST U WAIT! WAHAHA. BTW----> this is GR;u might find him farmiliar!
http://being-happy-is-enough.blogspot.com/

have loads of friends to meet up with in the coming days. hmm. will load pictures soon!

I agree with 3 nods

Humans are never contended are they?

Polaroid Moments

Nicole Tayrius

Nicole Eric Tayrius


Nicole Eric


Tayrius Eric

Picture moments with the besties! Of cuz there are still other Polaroid moments but not ready yet. Pictures are all taken outside cini.

EXCITMENT
Went for mahjong session yesterday! personnels included Edalene, Guorong, David and dear Tayrius! I swear it was the longest game i ever played! main reason being Eda and i were laughing, giggling, being nonsensical the whole time. LOL. didnt manage to win a single cent. broke even after a few hours of crazy sensational session. WAHAHA. ANNNDDDDDDDD. I finally learnt how to play bridge! i know i am slow but all thanks to guorong who is patient! i swear its damn fun, the ' shit-are u my partner-A..wait-maybe not-look around frantically- kinda feeling. I haven't really been so happy and oh wait. this is the first time in my whole life i stayed up the whole night without falling asleep! thank you guys! we finished the night/day with a MAC breakfast! as usual, my favourite, pancakes+sausage =DD

PHOTOS

Will upload many many photos SOON. watch out!

BREATHE IN..........BREATHE OUT

Wooooosh.

finally i am able to breathe properly and a big piece of stone/rock/pebble had been thrown away. time just flies, going to be 2months soon.. hmmm.

cohesion day with the HQ people.


SENTOSA DAY WITH THE HQ TPT PEOPLE