Kopi O

Coffee Black is without Milk.
Tea Black is without Milk.

Both hot drinks are without milk. People ask, wouldn't it be bitter and not sweet? for me, it depends. If you look at it from different perspective.

After receiving a comment from your superiors that you might be getting a promotion, after receiving a feedback from your partner that he/she might be getting a pay raise, after many many happy outcomes, even when you swallow the most bitter food, drink the most un-tasteful drink. Things that goes down will still be sweet. SHIT. granny low is coming out again.

Today is friday! going out to party/K/Chill and choosing to stay at home and get my beauty sleep. i would choose the latter. I need my sleeeeeep! i have been constantly getting triple eyelids these 2 weeks. it is not nice. very uncomfy. Anyway, i heard from my colleagues that constantly putting on the 'fake eyelids', the ones where you can choose to allow your eyes to have double eyelids temporary. if you put it long enough (provided you have the patience to), in the long run, REAL double eyelids will 'arrive'. LOL. since theres no harm trying, why not right?


Time working with DHL. i will misssss everything, everyone very soon. Somehow, i really treasure my experience there. may it be the 'helping company to lose money part', gossipping part, singing part, volunteering part and many thing else. first time in my life, i feel so stress working, first time in my life my direct superior is a vice president of the whole asia of DHL, so many first time. I love you DHL.

Last but not least.

Things i need to buy for the time being:

MP3
NON-camera phone
mooncakes
many teeee-shirts
1 pair of jeans

*Compulsory volunteers

1. ERIC
2. EDALENE
3. SHIYING
4. SHIHUI
5. CRUISE
6. HAZEL

who wanna sponsor me? please feel free to call ****4986 =)

Need some change

Seriously, i have always wanted to add a Cbox in my blog. you know the one where people can leave comments in it? I have tried to paste the html code or java code (whatever you call it, i am not very farmiliar with it) everywhere in the editing mode of the blog, but it just can't seem to appear. I have sort of grasp the knowledge to edit it when i was back in poly year 1, this IT class had taught us some skills, but i had vague memory of it.
I studied Business studies back then, so IT was just some SUB module.

Next up, i want to change the background of my blog, tried pasting the coding everywhere but again, FAILED. felt so fucked-up, so i gave up. i tried to convince myself that heaven is fair, so i told myself although i am quite bad in codings, but i could sing better than most people! furthermore, IT based students like cruise can't even do codings! not to mention me. SO, i am really considered not bad already. SPARE me the agony!

HAHA. I am quite into self-denial mode sometimes. well, looking from another angle, people might think i am quite positive =)) life still has to go on without codings and HTML. YUCKS.
I feel like an old auntie now. nagging about my life when there's still a lot to see and learn.HAHAHA.

Going into the real working world, i see a lot of people working just because they need a job. not because they like it? but having to face the cruel and harsh reality, you can't just follow your dreams and pretend it is working. unless you have no burdens in life except yourself OR you are born with a bronze spoon. if you are born with a sliver and above spoon, you can go train at the tai-tai school.

Random. i am usually very very organized. now i am just spitting things out in a unorganized manner. I have the urge to highlight the whole part above and press delete. but i shall not.

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"Somebody stop me! This is the mask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SMOKIN!"

join me?

*Me, Kenneth/brandon/leonard? cant remember.LOL. he's our beneficiary. and edalene*

we are in YMCA's Tee-shirt. i requested S size. but its still very big. anyway, rain was freaking big on the day itself and it lasted from the time we started walking till the moment we stopped walking. Tell me, are we the unlucky people! Sometimes, the simplicity nature in 'some' human really do attracts me. Notice there's a ' ' when i said some which is really true. not all humans contemplate the fact that there are people around us who are less fortunate than ourselves, nevertheless, they will also not reflect on the fact that the are much more people who needs our help!


Dated 23AUG08.
Yet another day of volunteer work =)) tugged edalene along for this meaningful day. "heartstrings walk". should have heard of it right? edalene is getting interested in this kinda event. its always nice to help people but i am still kind of feeling unsure? Because to me, my principle is to help people who needs my help, but i still have some boundaries that i am unable to cross? like getting close to kids or adults with down syndromes. i will try la.

Oh yeah, fyi, i am volunteering with YMCA now. if you guys wanna join! do text me or call me up k!? you dun have to join every single program, as mentioned, its a volunteering organisation, you can choose the programs and beneficiaries which makes you comfortable enough to help! the world needs help! anyway, YMCA stands for youth man/male christian association but i am still a faithful Buddhist and no way am i becoming christian! nothing wrong with them but i choose to respect my mum's decision.

Kids are love!

Remember this punky little fella i posted a while back!? He is the proud brother of the Green PE-tee shirt fella below! Azel is like 2/3/4 yrs old? i cant remember. his brother below is primary 2. Proud student of catholic primary, results "buay pai" one orh.


*he is reading "tim tim" while eating his lunch, i kinda took a few crab meat from his bowl and was kana beaten up by him!* naughty little fella!

Among all my newphews, i guess he is the one i love and pamper the most. He gave me the most memorable time when he was younger. hmm. ok, kinda sound like porno. BUT NO. WAY NO. His parents used to bring him to my house more often when he was still staying in yishun. every time when he is going home from my place, he would cry and make such a big fuss because

1. either he wanted me to go home with him
2. he would want to stay over with me
3. when he leave my place and go home, he would ask for me!

I AM SERIOUS. not kidding at all. but anyway, i love kids so so so much!

I brought Travis and qiao wei downstairs for some 'see-saw' session. seriously, i love kids so much, especially my own nephews. if u were to ask me to choose to go out SING K and them, i would rather choose them. HE is only P2, and he is teaching how to read notes and play piano! Cute cute cute!

Talking about piano, i am still saving money to buy one and to attend lessons. my only goals in life is to make sure my family members get a good life, i am able to attend UNI and also find a stable job. other than the above mentioned, i wanna get a piano and play it =)) its not 3mins, its a lifetime! =)))

I forgot to mention this. this happened i think a week ago? i forgot. but anyway, it was during lunch where my managers decide to frequent the Tangs fair at suntec. i didn't expect to see the rowdy side of women! but i guess this is considered mediocre already? i heard that during really cheap cheap sales THEN i am able to see real rowdy rowdy sessions. like typically this woman 'diao' that woman and that woman 'diao' these woman. LIKE WTF!

NS like soon?

Indeed, NS is like very very soon.

I am kinda looking forward to it, yeah, if you do know me, i like challenges, new things, new activities, but, i HATE the process of getting to PR myself, knowing new friends and 'Hi! I'm ... Oh, you're...on and on..

at this particular moment, one of my goldfish got stucked to the filter? i meant the head, i FREAKED out totally. I was like WTF! how stupid can you little creatures be!? you eat whole day long, i already have no complaints and now you want to get your little puny head stuck to the filter?! do you know you can end up being fish PASTE! It is strange, whom ever i blog about, will disappear soon. hmm. better not blog about anyone other than my own self =))

Random post for this little day. Everything has been quite smooth. I like to eat mooncake, i would like to own one just for myself. Its not that i cant afford one but............ =X)

SO random post. can't stand myself.

Mahjong!

Mahjong man! like wtf, lost ard $$15? but its damn fun la! played with cruz's friends at their apartment in East coast park area.

1. Damn windy
2. Scene is damn nice.
3. that guy has so many freaking fish tanks and he freakinnnn loves fish! like wtf.

Didnt take any pictures though. was too tired. played from like 9+ 10pm till 3AM. i know its considered like "chey" for a lot of people already but for me, i am a morning, picnic,park, swimming guy! so not very nocturnal! i was tired until a stage where i "ZHA HU". meaning i anyhow win but actually i did not have the correct tiles to win. I WAS TOO TIRED and bent on winning money that i was in a state of serious denial mood. HAHA. after mahjong, we played BLACK JACK. i was like YES MAN, time to suck some cash back!

Yeah, indeed i sucked a lot back. Because for almost every round, i betted like $5 or $10, and i got "Gor Ling" and " Ban Luck"! HAHA.

=C here comes the irony part, after blackjack it was dai deee. i'm like YES,time to win more, but this was the part where all my money nearly flew away, luckily i again INSISTED to stop dai deee. cruz had some fault too! what base 5ocents plus 10cents from each card. although it allows people to lose more but still, i find it more fun and risky! i am a risk taker.

ended the whole damn night with losing money but it was still fun! bunked over at BLAH BLAH's place after that and







Yea. this was what happened. Blacked out. cuz was too tired. lets mahjong soon! if u mahjong with the right people and with the right mood, u will tend to enjoy losing money. =X HAHA.

$70+

YES! and i spent that much on eda and shi hui! lol. but i spent it willingly on them =)

met up with eda and shihui on thursday night =) ladies night? nope, two ladies plus one man night =) being the usual impatient me plus it was raining heavily that day, i insisted on buying a new umbrella from guardian (the one located in somerset beside coffee club).

FYI, i have a lot of umbrellas at home already, all were 'born' because of rainy days and i couldn't get anyway, so i had to give birth to them! We were Shoduko, Shodoko whatever kuku it is, we had dinner there. on the way there, while we reached there, once we sat there till we finished the meal, i kept on insisting Waruka is a million times better and worth it. I SUMPA. (SWEAR)

Indeed, i spent over 70 dollars in cineleisure's kuku restaurant. Its not i am grumbling about it, but i felt that this amount of $$ could be spent somewhere else and i would feel more worth it? like Ding tai fung or something else. But i am still very happy! cuz i see my love ones being happy, i will feel happy too!

Yeah! Size does matter! it always does! HAHA. nah, just kidding. have found a stronger opponent =X you should understand this KLK! HAHA. KLK, what a term to use. was hearing from Cruz's friend mentioning about KLK, it actually means "Ke Ling Kia". i'm like WTF? haha. didn't know this term is so widely used nowadays. No means of being racist though. but i know YOU ALWAYS ARE. HAHA.

Above pictures were all captured from "Big O". Once again, you dint see anyone opposite me, why? because shihui and edalene disappeared from their seats to go to the washroom and it took approximately like very very long. i insisted on taking them to big O but i did told them who ever had not visited that place, i will insist on bringing them there because of the Heart-shaped cake. Very nice seriously! even cruz said it was nice. everyone loved it. i cant spell the actual name of the cake but heard from cruz as derived from the name of the cake, you will get horny after eating the cake! LOL.

If you noticed, i used a lot of insisted, HAHA. maybe that is part of me, when i believe strongly in something, i will want others to believe it too! because it simply is very very very believable! Like i always believed that women should always wear HIGH HEELS, but eda,shihui and sy finds it very very torturing to wear. HAHA.

too many. one by one

I have loads of photos to upload
BUT, i have to blue-tooth from my HP to my laptop and then upload to blogger. Kinda lazy. so. NAH.

BUT again, i would love to post photos of those whom i really treasure!


Eugene, ME, clorine(below me), Jiaxin (beside me), and xiumin!








Left (Eugene), Top (Me!), Right (Gary),Bottom (hwee ming and Jx)

Oh yeah, if you are wondering who they are,they are all from my secondary school, all my band buddies!

Eugene-Euphonium and section Leader!
Hwee Ming-2nd Clarinet Player!
Jiaxin- Alto saxophone, soprano saxophone player, section leader and Treasurer!
Clorine-Section leader, 1st cornet player and Band Major!
Gary- Tenor Saxophone player!
Xiumin- 1st cornet player and librarian!

Last but not least
ME-1st cornet player and Quarter Master!

Anyway, above info is just FYI. it might sound a bit boring, but band life and primary school life is something that i will not forget forever in my life. But BAND life i guess is still something that if i was given a chance to replicate again, i will definitely spend every moment of it usefully.

above photos were taken quite some time back but i happened to find them somewhere. so might as well just post it up!

Today, Saturday, 02AUG08! it was a night to somehow cast myself back into the band world! went for a concert with GARY and CLORINE! it was Temasek Junior colleage's symphonic band concert! We were there to fully support Hwee Ming! i Guess everyone in NCHS band had already gave up on band other than CLORINE and HWEE MING, the only two surviving clarinetist and trumpter! proud of you guys! SAF BAND, please take me in!

till now, my current guilt and regretful feel was not to study hard enough in poly to enter UNI. to enter govt uni, firstly of cuz its cheaper than private uni but to study uni, 10% is for my own future and 90% is to take part in band!

I already regret when i didn't enter SP, cuz the band there was fab! well, u might ask me why didn't i enter NP's band then? Ermm.. NP's culture doesn't suit me. Like i prefer steamboat rather than 'atas meal' where i have to fake my posture and take small bites.

ermm. PIANO. something i must learn even if i have to take years to finish it or start when i'm already in my late twenties or thirties. music is something i can convey to.